Beomgyu hasn't been able to sleep well. His worries are consuming his thoughts. He would reject his mom's or dad's or even Chaeryoung's calls. He only spoke to Taehyun and Soobin.
Taehyun has been worrying over the older because he didn't come to school today but when he came to the bakery, Beomgyu looked awfully sick, as if he hadn't eaten in days. And whenever Taehyun asked if he was okay, Beomgyu would only smile at him and kiss him on the forehad, reasurring his boyfriend that he was completely fine when actully he's drowning in the thought of leaving Taehyun soon.
Every night, it has become a habit for him to sit at his study table and write letters to Taehyun. He's not sure when he'll give it, he's not even sure if he will, but he pours his entire being in the letter, all letters have stains of tears. If not, the ink of his last word would spread. Once again, he finds himself writing.
Beomgyu's fourth letter to Taehyun (2 days left);
태현아,
'변경'에 대해 아무것도 할 수 없어서 죄송합니다.
어떻게해야할지 모르겠습니다.
우주가 나를 당신에게서 누군가를 훔친 것으로 미워합니까?
사랑이 그렇게 잔인한 줄 몰랐어요.
나는 항상 이런 생각을 가지고 있습니다.
18 세가되었을 때 나는 당신의 소울 메이트가 아닌가?
그 생각이 가장 아프다.
태현 아,
날이 가까워 질수록 내 마음이 산산조각 나는 것을들을 수 있습니다.
어떻게해야합니까?
Taehyun-ah,
I'm sorry that I couldn't do anything about the 'change'.
I don't know what I should do?
Does the universe hates me for stealing you from someone?
I didn't know love could be that cruel.
I'm always having these thoughts,
What if when you turn 18, I'm not your soulmate?
That thought hurts me the most.
Taehyun-ah,
I can hear my heart shattering as the days come nearer,
What should I do?
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Through The Eyes - TAEGYU ✔️
FanfictionSYNOPSIS : Once you turn 18 years old, you'll find out who your soulmate is through the 'switch' where you get to see your soulmate's vision for only 60 seconds two to three times every month. Choi Beomgyu, the golden boy of Mnet Academy has always...
