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Me and Danielle were amazing for the 3 years but when she left me and cheated, I broke. It's not everyday that you get heartbroken so badly where you feel empty. I hid myself away.

It's been a year and I'm finally happy. Only thing is, I have noticed Viv, she always only talks to Katie and Vic. Of course, she is friendly with everyone but she's closer with Katie and Vic. I am more confident and extroverted and I don't think she feels comfortable with me.

Today is our first training session after the summer and I have to get ready. I find my Arsenal tracksuit and smile. This will have to do. I put my hair into a ponytail and nod. I have porridge and coffee.

I drive to the training center and go inside. I head to the locker room when I see Viv sitting on the bench looking weird. I walk over. "Hey Vivianne, you ok?" I ask, looking at her. She jumps and looks up. "Oh yeah, just tired" said Viv. "Did you have coffee?" I ask. She shakes her head. "I forgot" said Viv. "Go get a cup before training, Vivianne. I'll tell Jonas where you are" I said. Viv looks at me.

"Thanks Beth" said Viv. "No problem" I said, nodding. We go separate ways and I tell Jonas. I get changed and then see Viv walking in. "Enjoy your coffee?" I ask. "Yup. Also, call me Viv" said Viv. "But I like Vivianne" I said. Viv rolls her eyes and I go out. Leah runs to me.

"How are you?" asked Leah. I roll my eyes. "I'm fine. Yes, I know Danielle is dating Ellie Carpenter, so please I don't need to be babysat over it" I said, frowning. Katie walks over. "Did you tell her about the bitch?" asked Katie. "No, she knew" said Leah. "Seriously, I'm fine. Can we not get training" I said, groaning. Viv walks over.

"What's wrong with you three?" asked Viv. "My ex is dating Ellie Carpenter and they think I'll go into a depression." I said, rolling my eyes. Viv nods. "She's downgraded. Anyway training" said Viv, walking off. I just watch her walk off while Katie and Leah burst out laughing. "Oh my god, she doesn't realise how funny she is" said Leah, giggling. I roll my eyes and walk off.

We finish training and then head for lunch before gym work. I sit down and Katie walks over. "Are you sure your ok?" asked Katie, sitting down. "I'm sure. Trust me, Katie. If I am or will get upset over it, I will tell you or Lee, ok?" I ask, nodding. "Ok, sorry but I just want you to be ok" said Katie, as Caitlin sits beside her and kisses her cheek.

"Beth, we just worry" said Kim, sitting. "I know but I am fine. Trust me" I said. They nod and we finish eating. Viv walks over and gets to training. "You ok?" asked Viv. "Fuck sake. Can everyone stop asking me that! I'm fucking fine!" I said, looking at Viv. Viv shrinks backs and nods.

"Vivianne, I'm sorry. I am just asked that constantly today and I just, I am tired of it. I'm sorry" I said, looking at her. Viv nods. "Viv? Please don't be afraid or annoyed with me" I said. Viv breathes in and nod. "Sorry." said Viv. "Viv, no don't say sorry. I am sorry." I said, placing my hand on her shoulder. "It's ok, I shouldn't have asked or at least asked a different question" said Viv. "Ok, lets get working before Jonas decides to give us more work" I said, smiling. "Sure" said Viv.

We get through it before I head home. I have a shower and then have pasta and chicken. I watch a movie before I go to bed. I fall asleep pretty quickly.


Enjoy

Lorna x

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