Me and Danielle were amazing for the 3 years but when she left me and cheated, I broke. It's not everyday that you get heartbroken so badly where you feel empty. I hid myself away.
It's been a year and I'm finally happy. Only thing is, I have noticed Viv, she always only talks to Katie and Vic. Of course, she is friendly with everyone but she's closer with Katie and Vic. I am more confident and extroverted and I don't think she feels comfortable with me.
Today is our first training session after the summer and I have to get ready. I find my Arsenal tracksuit and smile. This will have to do. I put my hair into a ponytail and nod. I have porridge and coffee.
I drive to the training center and go inside. I head to the locker room when I see Viv sitting on the bench looking weird. I walk over. "Hey Vivianne, you ok?" I ask, looking at her. She jumps and looks up. "Oh yeah, just tired" said Viv. "Did you have coffee?" I ask. She shakes her head. "I forgot" said Viv. "Go get a cup before training, Vivianne. I'll tell Jonas where you are" I said. Viv looks at me.
"Thanks Beth" said Viv. "No problem" I said, nodding. We go separate ways and I tell Jonas. I get changed and then see Viv walking in. "Enjoy your coffee?" I ask. "Yup. Also, call me Viv" said Viv. "But I like Vivianne" I said. Viv rolls her eyes and I go out. Leah runs to me.
"How are you?" asked Leah. I roll my eyes. "I'm fine. Yes, I know Danielle is dating Ellie Carpenter, so please I don't need to be babysat over it" I said, frowning. Katie walks over. "Did you tell her about the bitch?" asked Katie. "No, she knew" said Leah. "Seriously, I'm fine. Can we not get training" I said, groaning. Viv walks over.
"What's wrong with you three?" asked Viv. "My ex is dating Ellie Carpenter and they think I'll go into a depression." I said, rolling my eyes. Viv nods. "She's downgraded. Anyway training" said Viv, walking off. I just watch her walk off while Katie and Leah burst out laughing. "Oh my god, she doesn't realise how funny she is" said Leah, giggling. I roll my eyes and walk off.
We finish training and then head for lunch before gym work. I sit down and Katie walks over. "Are you sure your ok?" asked Katie, sitting down. "I'm sure. Trust me, Katie. If I am or will get upset over it, I will tell you or Lee, ok?" I ask, nodding. "Ok, sorry but I just want you to be ok" said Katie, as Caitlin sits beside her and kisses her cheek.
"Beth, we just worry" said Kim, sitting. "I know but I am fine. Trust me" I said. They nod and we finish eating. Viv walks over and gets to training. "You ok?" asked Viv. "Fuck sake. Can everyone stop asking me that! I'm fucking fine!" I said, looking at Viv. Viv shrinks backs and nods.
"Vivianne, I'm sorry. I am just asked that constantly today and I just, I am tired of it. I'm sorry" I said, looking at her. Viv nods. "Viv? Please don't be afraid or annoyed with me" I said. Viv breathes in and nod. "Sorry." said Viv. "Viv, no don't say sorry. I am sorry." I said, placing my hand on her shoulder. "It's ok, I shouldn't have asked or at least asked a different question" said Viv. "Ok, lets get working before Jonas decides to give us more work" I said, smiling. "Sure" said Viv.
We get through it before I head home. I have a shower and then have pasta and chicken. I watch a movie before I go to bed. I fall asleep pretty quickly.
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Lorna x
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FanfictionBeth Mead has always being the strong type. Until her heart was broken when Danielle left for Lyon and cheated. Vivianne Miedema has always been held back and only really talks to Katie McCabe and Vic Pelova. She also got out of a bad relationship...