Father

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Shinsous pov:

After denki left. I started to regret him leaving. I just stood in my room. I felt...kinda...I'm not sure. Like not happy but not sad. I kinda felt like numb. I turned off my lights and put a hoodie and sweatpants on. I laid in my bed. I thought of my life. Everything...good and bad. Did I...even...still wanna be a hero? I used to...once... there was a knock on my door. I think.

A- Hitoshi.

I said nothing. I heard him but I didn't dare to look at him.

A- I know you hate me...but I just wanted to let know.....it's not your fault.

Those words....just 4 words my mouth and head repeatedly. It's not my fault. It seemed like the sentence was stamped on me.

A- i...I really do love you..son. I promise. And denki...

He paused.

A- denki loves you. Your class mates...they love you. Eri loves you.

I sat up slowly.

A- I'm sorry about how I reacted. It was wrong...I just didn't know how to react. I'm not sure exactly what happened...with..

He stopped but I knew who he was talking about.

A- I'll leave you alone.

S- d-dad.

The gasped. The same thing happened to him...repeatedly in his mind. 3 letters and it made him look at me and hug me.

S- my...dad...he....never...did this.

I said between sobs.

A- well I do.

S- I love you to dad.

A- I'm sorry shinsou. I want you to talk to me...I'm bad at parenting but...I'm trying I promise I'm trying.

I hugged him until a feel asleep him his arms. Apart of me wanted to be cautious with forgiveness because I was scared of him hurting me again. But he was crying a sight that breaks me.

A- I'm so sorry.

S- me..me to

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