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"Give me your number."I told him bluntly as he looked taken aback."I'll give you Misuls contact for the window,don't think of anything stupid."I said chuckling at the end.
"I wasn't,it's just that I was just going to ask you that."I gave him my phone as he wrote his number down and saving the contact."Okay then bye."I smiled at him going back to my door and opening it.
"Danyi call me if he's back or anything bad happends."He said leaving too.What he just said made a smile creep on my face.
As I just looked at him leave to his own house.Why was I like this?Before he looked at my direction once more I went back inside and huffed closing the door.What just happend could have messed with my heart a little.Maybe thats why.
Going inside though made all what happend come back to me again.From the soft smile that Misul had given me to the maniac eyes he had displayed on his whole face.Fuck what just happened?Did everything just take a u-turn.
Either way I spent all night cleaning and cleaning feeling restless.My art pieces were clearly just pieces on the ground.And it took me a while to fully admit on my mind that they are gone now I can't take them back.
Cleaning the mess Misul had done took me a good two hours.All I could see right now was pieces,dust and dirt and I can't take it anymore.
So I just layed down on my bed sighing while doing so.So my art is gone,my inspiration is gone,my boyfriend well ex now is mentally gone and now it's time for me to do so.
How the fuck ain't I a little embarresed when Ni-ki is around.So many accidents have happend between me and him and he acts as if it is nothing.
One was at the airport,my argument with my boyfriend and then the fucking tantrum he threw.
I covered my face with my hands as I just knew it was red as a tomato by now.I really have to be a little more careful with what I do around him all this can't just be a coincidence?can it?
I went to my studio where I found my sketchbook open some of the pages of it tore apart from what Misul had done.Thank god most of them were in good shape.
I sat down on my chair as I looked through the pages.Even if they were half-half it didn't matter.Suddenly images kept running through my mind.That was it now I just have to start drawing them.
Running to the kitchen to grab some water since I know I'll be in that studio for the whole night.I put my hair up as I grabbed a pencil,sharpening the tip of it.
And just like that I started drawing my next piece.Since I got so inspired somehow by what I had thought maybe just maybe I'll start working on a new project.Who knows,maybe it will be a hit?Maybe a miss.
In the middle of my sketching I looked outside of the window where it was just pitch black,only Ni-ki bedroom lights could be seen on.Was he still up?It's like 2am right now.
He seemed to be inside the room...picking out clothes?Clothes for what?But they especially looked fancy as fuck.
Maybe whatever he wore looked good,I mean it put him in a trash bag and it will look like some top designer made it.
Soon enough he turned his lights off as that brought me back to reality.Was I stalking him now?What am I even thinking?
