the novelist

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A thousand places to go

But they choose to live inside their head.

The novelist cursed with an X-ray vision into people's souls

And their time,

How it was frozen,

Into prologue

Told through the lovers' point of view. 

They peek into their magnifying glass

To observe the ants building their colonies

And imagine the queen, in her shoes,

How it feels to be served.

They write a chapter about true love's kiss

When there isn't a time they inhaled its rose-scented mist,

No advances to note

No names to treasure.

Unable to shed all of their tears

For an epilogue

Which uncovered two skeletons embracing six feet below.

The novelist ponders if the living would pay their respects

And don their saddest black dress

And write a thousand proses,

A thousand poetry

As great as the novelist's magnum opus they deem to be.

Nobody calls them the best for playing witty with words

Neither fitting for being a specimen to observe.

Nobody lined up for a contest

To see who could place the finest arrangement of lexicons

Detailing the novelist's being.

Always a player,

Never the game.

Always the archer,

Never the aim.

They rule out their madness

In an attempt to stay sane.

To rattle nickels in a jar isn't what they dream

But to be someone's dream that they dream they will answer their pleas.

Haven't they done enough for this world?

All their sweat and blood,

The dirt in their nails,

To dig the darkest parts of humanity's trails,

Eloquently speaking the language of their faults.

The light seems to fade from their hands

So will someone show them the way again?

Play a montage of things the novelist finds undesirable

And turn the angle around.

The world can heal

If everyone like them can be shown it can.

Can it?



Nonchalant - they will not fancy themselves as such, 

When they have written a thousand proses,

A thousand poetry,

So much they berate their brains for allowing such space

So the mouth would behave.

They wonder if others have done the same. 

Do others rule out their madness,

Because their beauty is pain?

So much they write as a substitute 

Implying to wear the coat of masochism,

The last garment to art's fit.

Is there any more to say,

Than wanting to be an embodiment of grace?

The maiden in the ballads

Envied by the gods

That a hero has to save them

From their wrath

Against all odds.

The soldier with unmeasurable valor

The cosmos beyond galore

Seas that part at their presence

Moon unveiling all of its crescent.

They had prayed too much,

They have seen great walls

To transcribe every encrypts carved in their stoned-halls.

Play out what they think

Someone's life goes

Always assume contentment

To make up for their own lows.

Nothing about their story

Fits on a poet's glove

Passions engraved in mortality

Failed the quest

To find the love

They pour in their worlds.

The world is too cruel

To collide with their own

Since that is the case,

They'll crawl back to their home.



Is it too much to ask

That the novelist

Be a novel,

The basis,

The model?

To shed the weight off their shoulders.

Too tasteful to be real

So they write what they feel.

A thousand places to go

But their head provides the home

To their wonders

And their woes.



P.S. just found a post that really encapsulates this poem I'm screaming (ctto)

 just found a post that really encapsulates this poem I'm screaming (ctto)

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