"Sab kehte h ki mujhe tumse dur rehna chahiye" I said still trying to normalise my breaths as I just reached this place , she sensed my presence , but didn't turn back "kyu?" She asked.
"They say you are not safe for me" she finally turned towards...
I woke up breathing heavily and looked around myself. Feeling the sweat dripping from my forehead as my heart rate touched the bars. I suddenly felt so anxious..not this! I can't have an anxiety attack right now.
It was just a bad dream.
I took out my bottle of pills from the side drawer with my shaky hands gulping them down my throat somehow. The room feels too claustrophobic right now. It felt so real...focus on your breaths. I kept my hand at my chest. Trying to focus just on my breathing. I could feel my heart racing like it was ready to come out any minute.
It felt like the walls of the room were slowly coming closer to me , so close that they would suffocate me to death. It felt like I was back in prison again , those small cells with only one ventilator to breath. I was counting my heart beats and slowly slowly it was coming back to normal.
It was just a dream.
A dream that felt so real.
But she won't do that........ right?
She likes me , she told me that , and no matter what my past is she won't leave me.
Yeah no need to think so much karishma , she is not leaving, just fucking trust her!
But what if she leaves you?
She won't.
What if she does?
"Karishma?"
My eyes probably hardened after that thought and as others say I must be having a stoic expression on my face.
Well then I'll make sure she doesn't leave.
What if she hurts you?
"Karishma?"
Then I'll hurt her back.
Someone tapped on my shoulder bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Huh?" I looked at the worry filled eyes of my mother.
"Hum kabse aawaz de rhe h- aur ye chot kaise lagi itni?" My eyes softened seeing her worry so much.
"Kuch nhi choti si chot h" I said getting up and trying not to sound cold.
"Choti to bilkul bhi nhi h khair , humsab do ghante main nikal rhe h get ready" she said leaving the room...yeah the fucking trip.. let's get it over with already.
Haseena came out of her house only to see the travel bus they booked already parked infront of her , she saw the bus and smiled at the excitement of the trip and of going to her hometown as well.
Although nobody had arrived yet but she was all ready and was waiting for others to be ready , yesterday only Shaira had informed her that she'll also be joining them on the trip making her even happier.
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