Itna Na Mujhse Tu Pyaar Badha
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"wow , I think aapko likhna chorna nhi chahiye tha" haseena whispered coming out of the spell her eyes and her words had created on her. The intensity of her words , she definitely had a way with her words!
Then they began walking again and haseena asked the thing that she had been noticing for a long time now , "humne notice Kiya h aapki Urdu kafi saaf h" she concluded.
"Shukriya, isme humse zyada credit Mr Sameer Raees Khan ka h , uski bhi Urdu kafi badhiya thi" karishma mumbled walking slowly.
"Accha , wo dost h aapke tabhi to" Haseena nodded in understanding.
"Nhi mera drug dealer tha" karishma casually said walking ahead while haseena stopped dead in her tracks. Then she exhaled and shook her head.
"Inki bade bade bombs casually drop kerne ki aadat hume kisi din le dubegi. Pehle jail wali baat aise keh diya jaise chai peene ki baat ho rhi ho aur ab ye! Koi badi baat nhi h ki log jo inhe nhi jante unko mazak lagega but as fas as I know , she is definitely not joking "
"Are tum ruk kyu gyi?"
"Haa aa rhe h" haseena said smacking her head and jogging towards her. "Waise 'tha' matlab ab nhi h?"
"Nhi overdose se mar gya kafi time pehle "
Great another casual heart attack.
"Waise hum chahte h na , ki jab aapko humse pyaar ho, agar pyaar ho" she quickly added not wanting her to think that she was to desperate to love her. "To aap humare liye bhi kuch likhe"
Karishma raised a brow at her. "Aur aisa kyu?"
Haseena shrugged, "pata nhi , bas Aisa lagta h ki aap agar pyaar main apne jazbaat likhenge to bahut khubsurati se likhenge "
Karishma nodded silently not knowing what else to reply. Will she ever be able to love her the way she deserves? Her scars were deeper than haseena knew or could think of. She won't like that Karishma Singh when she meets her. She won't be able to handle it , let alone love her. The insecurity of losing her always prevented karishma from talking anything about her past in front of her....haseena was probably not ready for the history she was dying to unveil. Karishma knew if she fell in love with haseena she'll only be pulling her along with herself in the painful web of the past that is consuming her everyday.
She couldn't see her suffer like that , her haseena was too precious. She didn't deserve it , she didn't deserve the life karishma had. She couldn't pull her in this mess , she was too pure and fragile to handle the demons that Karishma was fighting to live in every single day. Haseena deserved better then her. She deserved someone who could love her like a hero. She deserved someone who could take care of her and smile genuinely in her happiness , who could be there for her.
Not someone who was probably a villain in everyone's story , not someone who can't even take care of themselves , not someone who fakes a smile to make her happy, not someone who was completely broken. She deserves much more better than karishma's dark world and karishma knew it. Yet she always failed to push her away. Yet she was always attracted to her , she likes who she becomes when she is with her ,probably because haseena was the only person who treated her like a normal person in a really really long time. At least that's what she likes to think it is.
"Oo heroine kaha kho gyi aap?" Haseena's call made her come out of her thoughts.
"Huh? Nhi kuch nhi , chalo wapas chalte h" Haseena gave her a confused look but nodded anyway.
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