needy • jack dylan grazer X reader

ending (2)

y/n pov:

pain

that's all i've been feeling these past weeks

flashback (3rd person pov)

y/n was currently in the back of the ambulance with jack as the paramedics rushed their way to the nearest hospital

as she sat next to jack where he was laying down, she felt a whirlwind of emotions engulfing her

the sirens wailing in the background, echoing the urgency of the situation

she held his hand tightly showing him that she was there

tears streamed down her face as she looked into his weak eyes fighting to stay open,  she wishes that she can take away his pain and suffering

"i'm here jack, im here" she slightly whispers

jack held onto y/n weakly, as he tightly but slowly pressed on her hand, feeling a sense of warmth and reassurance wash over him

despite the pain he was feeling in the moment, her touch brought a calming presence to him

"i just wanna say that.." he weakly speaks as y/n looks down at him

"i love you and im sorry, i will forever hate myself for what i did" he painfully chokes out

y/n hated seeing him like this, "shh shh it's okay, you don't have to talk right now jack we're almost there okay? your gonna be okay we're all gonna be okay" she tries to think positive

"go on and live your life, with louis. he will treat you better than i did, and chase your dreams" he finishes completely ignoring her

"i love you y/n... i never stopped" he finally chokes out

his hand finally drops as his eyes slowly closed shut

y/n's eyes go wide as she slightly shakes him

"jack?" she worriedly calls out

she shakes him again, nothing

"no.." she whispers to herself

the paramedic that was with them quickly rushed over to him and checks his pulse

his face drops realizing what the situation was

his expression going from urgency to sorrow as he gently said "i'm so sorry, miss, he's gone"

right in that moment she felt her entire world break

"no... NO" she cried out

"THERE HAS TO BE A WAY TO REVIVE HIM, THERE HAS TO, THERE HAS TO BE AN ERROR PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU, DO SOMETHING" she begins to lose her mind

the paramedic holds her as she falls from where she was sitting, "it's going to be okay miss" he tries his best to keep her calm

"DONT LEAVE ME JACK, PLEASE STAY WITH ME I CAN'T LOSE YOU AGAIN I NEED YOU" she throws herself as she embraces his lifeless body

and as if in a final poignant moment, the ambulance lights flickered and dimmed until they finally turned off, casting a somber shadow over the scene symbolizing the end of a life and the beginning of a mourning journey for y/n

end of flashback

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