needy • jack dylan grazer X reader

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y/n pov:

we stay there in silence for a moment until he speaks up. "why didn't you tell me this?" i sigh "because i didn't remember, if i would have known what i was doing i wouldn't have let him"

"you didn't pull away y/n... that just proves everything" he says sounding like he's about to cry.

"it's him isn't him? he's the guy you're in love with" "n-no?" he looks at me weakly "y/n it's okay to tell me... it doesn't matter anyways i can't control you're love life"

"it does matter because he's not the guy that i'm falling in love with" i take a deep breathe in

"jack, i need you to listen to me... max is nothing but a friend to me, i don't know what exactly happened last night but i have no feelings for him... i don't feel the spark at all"

he looks at me quickly then glances down again

"it's okay... if you two are happy together then... i'm happy... for you.... even though it's going to break my heart seeing the both of you with each other.."

tears started to roll down my cheeks, not sad ones but happy ones knowing he really did actually feel the same way.

"jack..." i quietly say as he faces me "hm" i smile then did something i'd never thought i'd do in a million years or would ever have the guts to

i smashed my lips into his, my stomach started to explode with fireworks, he took it by surprise at first but then closed his eyes and  kissed back putting his hand on my cheek.

the moment was perfect. no interruptions or anyone or anything. just the sound of the wind slowly blowing in our faces.

i then pulled away still smiling, "w-wow" he says shocked. "it's you. you're the one i'm in love with", he then raises his eyebrows with wide eyes. "really? and all this time i thought it was someone else.. i was so worried because i didn't want anyone else to be with you... it would have broke me apart"

"y/n... i like you too, since the very first day we met... you made me feel so many butterflies" we then embrace each other for a moment, i can't believe this was really happening.

"i guess now that we confronted our feelings to each other... i think we need to take things slow first. i mean, we both just got out of a relationship not so long ago and i think it's best if we take time to heal and love ourselves first"

he nods, "i can wait... as long as i have you here by my side" he interlocks our hands together which causes me to smile lightly.

"i just want you to know that i don't want anyone else but you. and i can promise you one thing. i will never do anything to hurt you, you're a whole ass beautiful queen who deserves to be treated with love and respect... and that's what i'm planning on doing, when you're ready obviously"

oh my god, i'm falling even harder for this boy.

tears then start to slip and i start to cry. "hey baby don't cry" he says as he wipes them off my eyes. "i've never felt this much love before with anyone... not even ethan. what will i do without you?"

he blushes "i just want to make you happy"

a small smile crept up my face, "come on we should probably be getting home now" we both get up from the bench and start walking back to the house.

jack's pov:

i can't believe that actually happened. she kissed me.. she fucking kissed me. and it was perfect, her lips were so soft and she was so good at it.