needy • jack dylan grazer X reader

forty ♡

y/n pov:

"i still love you y/n." i heard him say

"what?" i respond to him, my heart now racing

"i always have. i tried my best to get over you but the more i tried, the more my heart ached for you." he says stepping closer to me, his eyes filled with a mixture of hope and vulnerability

i look down not knowing what to say

i look up and see him right infront of me

"i.. don't know what to say" i whispered feeling a mix of emotions and i met his gaze

he reached out and gently grabbed my hand

"i know it's not right for me to say this especially since we are both in relationships, but i can't keep it to myself anymore"

my heart raced faster now, as i struggled to find the proper words to respond to him, what could have been said? i was still in love with him too there's no denying that

"but tell me.." i look up at him

"do you still feel the same way?"

"i um..." i stammered my voice barely audible

"i never stopped loving you either.. not once" i finally admit

he smiles at me like he knew what i was gonna say as he runs his fingers through my cheek

unexpectedly, he leans in and connects our lips

as our lips met it felt like a rush of emotions and memories flooding back. time seemed to slow down and in that moment it was just us

i soon realized what we were doing was wrong, we still had partners and this was considered cheating

i wasn't going to do that to louis or isabelle

when i quickly realized i pulled away

"jack.. no this isn't right" i look away

"i know" he says

"but i have you here again, and i refuse to lose you for a second time"

"wh-what about isabelle? i'm also still with louis" i seriously say

"ill talk to her, besides there's rarely chemistry between us and i have a feeling she knows that too" he tells me

"as for your boyfriend, you need to be honest with him too"  he gently connects our hands

gosh i missed him

i felt so bad though, how was i suppose to tell my boyfriend out of the blue that im still in love with my ex and just dump him out of nowhere? i'm stuck in a situation i don't want to be in and i don't know how im going to resolve all of this

jack squeezes my hand reassuringly, "whatever happens we will figure it out together okay?"

i flash him a smile feeling a bit more at ease with his support

jack's pov:

we both head back inside the house as we both join in with the others who seem to be having a conversation while the movie is still playing

"jack. can i talk to you?" isabelle suddenly calls me

fuck

did she see that?

"i.. uh yeah sure babe" i scratch the back of my head

she leads us up stairs to my bedroom and she closes the door