illicit affairs | matt sturniolo

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what the fuck i'm walking into wembley stadium. to open for taylor swift. on another note me and eli have our nightly talks every night. he's a really good person to talk to. and he's just ugh i like him. a lot.

i've kept in touch with nick and apparently matt has a couple things of mine so when i get back home from tour i have to go get them. not gonna be awkward at all. and it has to be a longer fucking set because paramore canceled theirs.

what is life.

"ok so what's the set blud" adi asked me. "well it's basically a shortened version of my set for guts" i said

BAD IDEA
BOAHG
VAMPIRE
TRAITOR
DRIVERS LICENCE
PRETTY ISNT PRETTY
LOVE IS EMBARRASSING
JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY
GOOD 4 U
GET HIM BACK!

"any new tunes?" taylor asked me walking into my dressing room. "uh well there's one, but i'm working on my first love song"i smiled.

"um who spill right now!" taylor said sitting down with adi. "he's name is eli" i smiled. "and he's a musician in a band called inhaler" "bono's son?!" she said. "y'a" i laughed, "oh you guys are so cute together!" she squealed. "that's what i'm saying!" adi said.

"and lex your song with gracie is amazing" taylor said. "do you think matt heard it?" adi asked me. "i don't know blud" i rolled my eyes.

"eli's here right?" adi asked. "y'a he's already in the vip tent with josh" i smiled looking at the picture that he texted me in the tent.

"that's so cutie" adi smiled

"lex your on go" mark said. "we're watching from the side!" adi said as i was walking out.

"haven't heard from you in a couple months and i'm out right now, and i'm all fucked up and your calling my phone i'm all alone and i'm sensing some undertones"

it's a sold out crowd. what the fuck. everyone is singing my lyrics. to my freaking songs. i finished bad idea and ballad and then i have to talk.

"wembley fucking stadium!" i said smiling. i saw eli clapping and cheering in the tent and that made me feel so much better. "how are y'all tonight" i asked

"this stage is ridiculous, and i can't believe i'm here opening for taylor" i smiled. "and in such an iconic venue too my god"

"the first ever time i came to london, i watched i soccer game from row 16, section 119" i laughed. "and i can't believe i'm here performing my songs for you so thank you so much for coming out" and the crowd cheered.

i played vampire and traitor and then it was time for driver's license. "this song changed my life and i'm hoping you guys will help me sing this one?" i smiled looking down.

i was reaching the end of the song and i was about to cry because they were so fucking loud so i said "singing out for me wembley"

"And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone
'Cause you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me
'Cause you said forever, now I drive alone past your street"

eli was filming the crowd from the corner of my eye

"yeah, you said forever now i drive alone past your street" i sang looking out at the crowd.

i finished my set and it was now my closing song. "thank you wembley! i have one last song for you and i need you to sing it as long as fucking possible! i love you all so much and i hope you have the best night ever, stay safe and just know that i love you no matter what happens" i smiled as the beat to get him back started to play.