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"I do."

Ivan couldn't stop playing those two words in his head. The two words that solidified their relationship and locked them together for life. He couldn't stop hearing those words as they mocked him with the truth.

The truth he could no longer avoid.

Jeremiah, however, sat on the other side of the car - per Ivan's demand. Staring at Ivan shyly...continuously passing a glance at not just what he wore, but how looked right now.

Unaware of his pheromones that gave away how he felt, becoming flustered when Ivan randomly rolled his eyes. He already knew it was at him as he faced back forward quickly.

Ivan found Jeremiah's timidness and lack of confidence so telling. Telling of what he already knew and now what he knew was that this...Jeremiah was his so-called 'Alpha'.

He would never call him that. What was Alpha about him besides his body?

"What is it?" Ivan spoke up first. He made sure to make eye contact with Jeremiah, for he knew the stare wouldn't hold. Jeremiah broke the stare immediately, flinching at Ivan's beautiful yet cold stare. "Spit it out. You clearly have something to say."

"I...I just wanted to tell you that you looked so breathtakingly enchanting." Jeremiah breathed to him softly. Except his compliment towards Ivan only made him feel bad as Ivan's lips twisted up in disgust to his compliment. "I know you probably don't want to hear that."

"You're right, I don't." Ivan makes very clear as sharply as he could. "The fact that you even have the audacity to say that to me, knowing very well how much I hate the color white, and why they made me wear this color for this stupid wedding is so insensitive. You just know how to piss someone off."

Jeremiah tightened his lips together in shame, lowering his head now.

"I'm sorry." He apologized without hesitation.

Ivan snorted, leaning his elbow on the arm rest of the car.

Now the scent of Jeremiah's pheromones were full of sadness and apologetic undertones. He couldn't believe how easily it was to read him through his scent alone.

It was so embarrassingly obvious that this 'Alpha' didn't even know anything about himself. Didn't even know how the Alpha body functions and how to control it.

"I want to make something very clear to you," Ivan began in a serious tone as Jeremiah looked at him nervously, "Just because we are...married doesn't mean I forgive you or that I love you or that I see you as my Alpha. I'm the Alpha in this relationship, understand?"

Jeremiah nods, but Ivan found himself wanting more than that.

"Say you understand. I want to hear you say you understand." Ivan demanded.

"I understand...yes." Jeremiah does what he was told and saw Ivan smirk in amusement. He was already aware of how much Ivan wanted him to be the butt of the joke.

Even if the only person who was hearing it was their driver, that still was embarrassing in itself. He understood that in marrying in Ivan it wouldn't change much of anything.

The words he told him in that principals office told him enough. He knew that Ivan wasn't kidding when he said he would never see him as his Alpha or ever love him.

When they were younger, he remembered that this was all he ever wanted to do. To get married to Ivan as his Omega and submit himself to him.

Except now...he was in a body that didn't feel like his own. Bigger than the other and yet on the inside, he felt so small. The ego that came with being this so-called Alpha was nonexistent for him.

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