Teenage fame- marvel cast

The aftermath

Scarletts pov

When the plane finally landed we rushed off and we made it out of the airport quickly getting into a rental and driving straight to the hospital not caring that we both didnt sleep on the plane because we were worrying about Nova when we finally got there we went to the waiting room after Florence told us the hospital and i saw her sitting there drinking her coffee looking drained and i immediately went up to her hugging her which i think took her back a little before she hugged back

"Flo sweetie go home and get some rest and come back when your ready its okay im not going to leave her" i told her and she was about to protest but i just nodded telling her it was okay to go home

"Alright but call me if anything changes, i went in there when she was ready and i sat with her for 6 hours and she just stared at the wall, she hasnt spoken a single word Scarlett" Florence told me and my heart broke for her knowing how much pain mentally and physically she is in

Colin and I made our way to her room where i saw her facing the wall with her back faced against the door and she didnt even move an inch when we opened the door it seemed like she was stuck in her thoughts and i rushed over to her bending down in front of her cupping her cheeks but it didnt even seem like she registered my touch as she continued to stay in the same position

"Nova bear its Scarlett your safe" i tell her so she knows i am here but she doesnt move which i didnt expect her to but i will wait until she is ready to talk because i am never going to leave her because thats what i promised her when i first met her

We sat down in the chairs next to the bed and i held her hand so when she decides to speak she knows i am there and it feels like we sit there for hours and she doesnt even move an inch even when the nurses come in to check her blood pressure and stuff but as i am talking to Colin i felt her hand twitch in mine and she rolled over facing me and i saw the tears running down her face

"Hey baby im here" i say wiping the tears of her face and she moves to sit up and i see her shuffling over hinting for me to come and sit with her and so i do and i take her into a cuddle which she immediately starts sobbing so i tell Colin to go and get some food for all of us because the nurse told me she hasnt eaten at all because she has been unresponsive

I let her cry on my shoulder for how ever long she needs it and after a while her sobs turn into sniffles as she lifts her head from my shoulder

"I shouldnt be feeling upset when i didnt want the baby anyways" Nova said wiping the tears from her eyes harshly and i took her hands in mine before planting soft kisses on them

"No matter what you would have chosen Nova you are still allowed to grieve" i tell her kissing her forehead and i saw a single tear roll down her face 

"It feels stupid grieving when i knew i wasnt going to have it anyways" she says looking up at me and i bring her into my embrace again

"Nova bear you are allowed to grieve dont bottle it all up because it will make it worse for yourself" i say to her and she shakes her head before telling me "Maybe i deserve to feel like this, maybe it was a sign that i was going to be a terrible mother anyways" and i started to tear up hearing her say that but i dont want her to feel that way about herself

Novas pov

I didnt want to speak to anyone when i first came here especially Florence because i didnt want to put her through anything else because she was there the whole time so i didnt want to speak to anyone even when Scarlett had came i didnt want to speak and she understood and held my hand until i was ready and i was happy to see them both again but i didnt feel like i should feel happy to see them considering what has just happened

I told Scarlett how i was feeling but she tried to cheer me up and i just didnt feel like laughing i didnt feel like doing anything so i just sat there and when Colin came back they tried to get me to eat but i didnt want to because i knew i shouldnt as i heard the nurses say i had to have surgery to get the remaining stuff out of my stomach that didnt come out

"Nova bear you need to eat something baby" Scarlett tried again and i shook my head into her shoulder before mumbling "Not allowed yet i have to have some removal thing soon" and i see her face drop which makes me feel like i shouldnt have said anything

"Its okay baby you are strong and when it is over me and Colin will be here waiting for you we arent leaving" i hear Scarlett say and i just nod into her chest and after a while the nurse comes in and asks me have i eaten yet and i tell her no because of the removal thing

"Nova its a removal surgery but you dont need to be cut open so you can eat" the nurse explains and i nod before Scarlett shoves the sandwhich back into my hands and i reluctantly take a bite and i finish half of the sandwhich before deciding i dont want anymore but Scarlett still told me she was proud of me which i dont know why anyone should be proud of me anymore im useless and i was snapped out of my thoughts when a different nurse came in telling me they were ready to do the removal thing and i got wheeled out but not before Scarlett kissed my face a thousand times and Colin hugged me which made me feel safe knowing they will be there when im back

"How does it work?" I ask the doctor who is putting me onto the chair where you have to raise your legs onto the platform and i did so

"Im going to inject a numbing injection into that area before so you wont be in pain during this and we use the suction tool to get it all out" she explains and i nod before putting my head on the headrest and she told me she was starting but i didnt feel anything but one of the nurses beside her was holding my hand which i was thankful for because i was terrified

After a while it was done and she left me to get my underwear back on before coming back into the room with a wheelchair because she told me it was going to hurt to walk for a while and i was wheeled back into the room and i could see Scarlett and Colin stand up as soon as the door opened, then Colin helped me back onto the bed where i was starting to feel some of the pain so the doctor gave me some morphine

Scarlett came and sat with me on the bed again stoking my hair as i cried again feeling the guilt rush up and she let me cry on her again which i was feeling bad that she had to come here for this and leave her daughter because of me

"Im sorry you guys had to come all the way here, you guys can go home im sorry i was the reason you had to leave Rose" i tell them as i sit up again and Colin takes my hand

"We arent leaving Nova and we will never leave because we both love you too much and as for Rose she is staying with her grandma for a while because we wanted to be here for you" Colin said smiling at me which made me smile a little before i relaxed into Scarlett again knowing that i was probably going to be here for another night because they said they wanted to keep an eye on me after the procedure

We sat there watching a movie and Florence comes in and immediately hugs me which i hug her back before apologising for her having to see me go through that and she told me i shouldnt have to apologise for that and she wanted to be here for me and even though it is past visiting hours the nurses told me that they could stay if they wanted because i was a minor and probably because they were all famous

The rest of the night they all stayed and the nurse brought Colin and Florence a bed but Scarlett stayed in bed as i cuddled up to her and we all fell asleep but i think i was out first because i didnt get much sleep last night because of the stomach pains

But i still go to bed feeling nothing but guilt which i know i should not be feeling when i was the one who didnt want it in the first place

A/N- Thank you for everyone who is reading this book and my messages are always open if anyone needs me

Love P x