So you know, when people are diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, they usually only have two personalities or moods they change to. Those two moods are depression and a manic-like phase. I really do think I may have bipolar disorder. Yes, I'm aware that I'm not a doctor or anything like that, but there's always a chance for something.
Why am I talking about this? Communication is typically not my strong suit, so I much rather prefer responding or writing things on a platform where other people can respond if need be. I also have been having those specific types of moods when I'm at school. I change moods instantly right when it's recess, and we go outside if the weather is permitted. I can be a happy-go-lucky person before recess, and then when the volleyball circle gradually gets bigger, people start screwing off and it gets me pissed off. It's not like anyone's gonna do anything about it because we have tried. Nobody cares anymore. I don't even think I'm going to be there, so I don’t even know why I'm worried. If I can, I usually run somewhere where there's no conflict, for example. Today, I threw the ball purposefully right in between Cart and Lel because I felt the need to make them do something. Then I ran to Tuc and Mand because Lel confronted me about throwing the ball. That's how I solve my issues. I don't care if people think I'm selfish. I've admitted it countless times it's the truth I am. I can say a shit ton of other things that people have done in front of me that are a thousand times more childish than running away from conflict. But eh, I don't feel like it.
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PoetryIdk what the hell this is. I'm just gonna write what comes to mind. This is probably going to be a entry that has a lot of parts, I don't know how many exactly, I just know that it will go on for a while.
