[2] Wish: Bloom Of Spring | Taegyu Fanfiction

Chapter 48: Confirming

Confirming

I am utterly confused by how things are going on inside my head. I know I'm not in any supernatural fantasy novel but why does it feels like I am?

I need to confirm things.

The day started and I'm walking at the hallways after giving Jaechan his today's pocket money. I pause when I heard some guitar strums on the hallway. I try to find where that sound is coming from and then I found myself outside the window of the pupils' classroom and stares.

It's Beomgyu hyung, he's singing while the kids are listening and smiling at him. They are all sitting on the rubber mat of the music room.

There are times when I’m lying in my bed
Hug my pillow and cry from this tip again
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day
Almost rubbed down, swelling, as I keep on
Dipping my face in these cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how bitter I am

This familiar feeling once again. Why does I always like I have been doing this since then? Why Beomgyu hyung is so familiar to me when we just actually met?

Am I having deja vu? Did we already meet before but I just forgot? Now this adds to my confusion. Everything is so messy.

Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wings and made her mine
For all eternity

It will always be impossible that his past lover and I has some connections. We just resemble each other, we just have the same name but we are not the same!

Now this angel has flown away from me
Thought I had the strength to set her free
Did what I did because I love her so
Will she ever find her way back home to me?

We're different from each other and I'm going to confirm it today.

Suddenly our eyes meet while he's still doing his own thing. I forced a smile and he did the same before I turn my back and continued walking upstairs.

I packed some of my things, today's weekend and my mom wants me to go home already because we're all having dinner. I was at it when the door opens and there's hyung.

"You're going to Seoul?" he asks.

"Hmm," I confirm. "You know mom..."

"Let's go together," he suggested that made me stop from packing and look at him.

I frown, "You're not going to throw me off the car, right?"

"Hey, punk!" he scolded me and I laughs. "I'm going home as well so I thought I can give you a lift as well. Well, that's on you—"

"Let's go, let's go together!" I affirm right away and I noticed that he chuckles. "What's funny?" I frown.

"You. I'll be waiting outside."

"That— tsk!"

I continued packing my things and I don't know why I am smiling right now. There's progress! After doing what I need to do, Beomgyu hyung and I both talked to Mrs. So that we're going to go back to Seoul.