Sanity

Chapter Seventeen

I awoken to strange noises coming from the surrounding area. I opened my eyes to find that I was sprawled out onto the floor. I didn't understand how I wound up lying on the floor, with a flimsy blanket on me. I glanced around me and noticed the television on, but not a single soul in sight. I gazed down at my sock clad feet. I still had the cream jumper on and cream shorts. My drops of blood spattered in dark spots a cross the shirts. I could easily resemble a dead person. I had no sense of well being, I was full of hatred and sadness. The shorts I wore exposed the stretch marks littered on the insides of my thighs and the large amount of fat gathered around my bones. I wanted so desperately to rip it off. Pull it off my bones. My bones that longed to be seen. My bones that were no longer prominent. All my hard work, gone. As I thought before, an extra three stone was added onto my weight, well that's what it felt like, my boobs were barely there and now they're quite big and my thighs and ass jiggle when I walk at a fast pace. The Demons returned into my head.

Fat.
Ugly.
Worthless.
Obese.
Useless.
Unwanted.
Full.

I started to scream. I hadn't heard those words since that time in the bathroom after my encounter with Harry. I screamed until there was no more air left in my lungs. Once I caught my breath, I started to scream again. The small wooden door on the furthest side of the small room burst open. He appeared.

"What the fuck to is wrong with you now? I leave you alone for two minutes and you're already having a fucking freak attack!"

He was shouting at me, so I gathered all my demons and encouraged them that what I was about to do was for their benefit. I slowly rose from the ball I was curled into and walked towards him. I kept my face blank, I showed no signs of anger as I stood straight in front of him. He gazed down at me, due to our dramatic height difference. I slowly raised my knee and delivered a swift kick to his balls. He let out a groan and dramatically fell to the floor. I quickly ran back to grab the small teddy that was placed beside me and ran out the door searching for a place to hide. I ran towards a large wooden door, it opened and led me to a completely different side of the building or whatever it was I was in. It was a large luxurious sitting room, furnished to perfection. There was a hallway located in the corner leading to a number of rooms and a spiral stairs located at the end. I held the teddy tight to my chest and opened a random door. It was a dark bedroom barely furnished. It contained a large bed and two small lockers. A closet was in the corner, but that would have been an obvious place to hide. I heard footsteps, harsh ones and shouting. I grew scared, so I pulled out the covers from the pillows and hid under them. I clutched the teddy to my chest tightly as I heard the door opening and saw light shining through. I jumped when a hand landed straight on my ass, in a swift painful smack. The covers were peeled off of my trembling body.

Harry was a living form of the demons in my head.

" Well Princess you're in for a harsh punishment." He stated as he slapped my thigh. It wobbled slightly after and then stung. The skin on my thighs was tender. I was numb, my breathing quickened. I had to think quick to avoid  being touched in a harsh manner.

I quickly latched my arms around his neck in a tight hold, to try ensure him from slapping me again. He wasn't expecting it, as I tackled him backwards, sending him flying into the ground I landed on top and released my hold from around his neck. Using my hand that wasn't holding the teddy, I slapped him hard, straight across the face.

He didn't seem fazed, as just as quickly he pushed me off of him, once again showing his impeccable strength. He hauled himself up off of the floor. His anger shinning through as he grabbed me up by my shoulders and bashed me straight into the closet door. I latched onto the handle and as he cornered me into it, I turned it expecting it to open, but of course, it didn't.

Harry smirked at me as if he knew that was my plan. He forcefully pulled me up by my hips to make eye contact with him. I looked down at the ground as he growled. He painfully bashed his pelvis into mine and rolled his hips. I didn't know what to do, I had never been growled at before let alone been dry humped.

"Everyone has demons, angel, but me, I  am the demon."

He continued to painfully bash his hips to meet mine and then roll them. His fingers were digging into my skin. I raised my hand up and gently caressed his check, I pulled his face towards me and gazed into his eyes.

"Please don't"

That was all I said as he placed me down on my feet again. I was overwhelmed that he would listen to me that easily and not try to start a fight.

"You see Princess that's all it takes to make them stop."

I looked up to meet his face and he wore a slight smirk. I walked over to him and gently brought his face down to meet mine, I turned his face and gently kissed his cheek. He seemed shocked, as was I, but I knew he needed it. He cleared his throat.

"Please don't!" He stated firmly.

I was confused, what was I not to do.

"Don't what?" I question innocently.

" Don't do that!" He shouted.

I didn't like people shouting at me. I knew what he was talking about so I simply nodded.

"What the fuck did I tell you about using your words?"

"Sorry." I was still standing in front of him but I knew not to touch him. Even the finest works of art can't be touched,and him, he was one of the most rarest pieces of art, yet even he didn't know it.

I looked down at my feet and then back up at him, he was still looking at me as I took a seat on the bed and brought the teddy into my chest. He walked over to me and gazed at the teddy.

"Show me the bear."

He said it firmly ensuring that I handed it over but I gazed down at it and wondered what he could want with a teddy bear.

"Now!" His voice boomed around the room. I slowly placed it into his big hands.

"Can I have it back?" I questioned.

"You won't want it back."

I was beyond confused, but as I watched him I understood. He brought a knife out of the pocket of his jeans and slowly dragged it down the back of the bear. He pulled some of the stuffing out and a small clear packet with white powder was located inside the bear. I was shocked as he threw the bear into the drawer of one of the lockers, as well as the stuffing he had taken out of the bear.

"You see princess, even the most innocent looking things are full of evil. You just don't expect it."

He stated, motioning to the small packet of drugs.

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