paranoid : lrh

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She didn't mind being looked at, not much at least, but she did mind being judged.

Being judged shouldn't seem like such a big deal, especially since if you dye your hair - you're usually trying to express your individuality.

And wanting the world to see your 'individuality', you usually don't care about being judged.

But Violet did. Violet was always a bit insecure to say the least, finding little perks all over her body and face, but she was doing okay.

The only reason she dyed her hair was to have something, anything, to like about herself. So why not dye your hair your favorite colour?

Lavendar was pretty, she liked that atleast, a pretty hair colour.

She didn't talk, at all, hasn't talked for nearly five years - she doesn't regret it.

She hasn't even secretly talked to herself, that's just weird, but no.

She was silent and insecure.

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A hard task for her was school, she couldn't answer questions when the teacher asks some, even if she's practically jumping up and down because she knows the answer, she almost always does.

She studies alot, because she doesn't have any friends to waste time with, anywhere special to go, no special moments with her father - he hasn't bothered communicating with her at all, and her mother was a nurse, meaning she was always working.

She didn't mind being left alone, that's what she wanted, so if anything; she was grateful for her own dad's silence.

Another hard part about school was the lack of communication anyone gave her. No one bothered because they knew she wasn't going to communicate back.

She was fine though, she even smiled - even if she's not inside, she smiles just so everyone thinks she's okay.

But everyone thought she was weird anyway, because of her pet chinchilla. Yeah, chinchilla.

The only acknowledgement she got was from hyper teenage girls complementing her 'Tumblr' like style.

Violet was confused though, all she wore was plain colours - usually black, white or grey.

Today, as soon as she got into school, a girl complemented the choker Violet was wearing - Violet smiled sweetly and walked away. She always seems to be walking away.

She almost giggled to herself when she felt her purple ponytail whooshing behind her back, she only clutched her black sweater paws and continued her way to her locker.

24-20-30 she reminded herself, the combination to her locker was easy enough though.

She sighed slightly, almost the only noise she ever made, and pulled out her Health books.

She clutched them in her arm and walked towards Health class - room 209.

Violet was glad it was her last year at Silvermen's High, she almost had her life planned out afterwards - okay, not really.

Everyone tells her she could be a fashion designer, or a model, but Violet isn't sure if that's what she wants to do or not.

She shook her head at herself slightly, as if ridding herself of such ridiculous thoughts and sat in the back row once she entered the classroom.

She sat in the far corner and waited for everyone else to enter the room - and the teacher, Miss Emily.

She was slightly disappointed when she felt the presence in the desk next to her, she looked up slightly and saw a boy with caramel coloured skin and raven black hair. He smiled at her and she did the same, although looking back down at her homework she had to turn in.

"Okay, settle down class!" Miss Emily's voice boomed as soon as she entered the room. "Everyone set their homework on their desks. Except you, Miss Darling, would you please come and hand it in?"

Violet nodded and stood up, going to the teacher's desk and neatly laying it down in front of Miss Emily, whom was smiling sweetly up at her.

While she was walking back to the corner, she could hear people snickering at her last name - Darling.

Yeah, Violet Darling, it's a...different name.

But hey, so was Emily - atleast, it was for a last name.

And so on, all that happened was her working on a Health sheet about Marijuana.

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so that's just basically a little bit about Violet, Violet Darling:)

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