paranoid : lrh

eighteen

hi, so i'm writing this bc im really sad rn and idk what to do im sorry

(No poem).

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Calum wasn't quick to admit he was wrong, it was known. He wasn't usually very conscious of his mistakes and the word 'apologizing' was never taken seriously by him.

Sure, he'd say 'sorry', but did he ever really mean it? Not really. He didn't hold much sympathy for the people (girls) he used, he actually didn't give a crap what happened to them afterwards - he still doesn't.

Tears didn't effect him in the slightest, he'd call them a cry baby and shove them out his door, after threatening them about telling anyone.

Did he even have a sliver of sympathy when he'd watch the girls half stumble, half crawl from his front door toward their car - or have to walk home. No, he didn't.

He didn't give a damn about any one of them, he'd go back and plan another victim.

What was the tough bit was when the girls he'd abuse would be blabber mouths, they were too scared to call the cops - but not their boyfriends or brothers. It just always had to be boys.

Calum had an easy solution though, he was a great fighter - boys or the men would try and beat the living slut out of them, but Calum would fight back just as hard or even harder.

But that wasn't his stragedy. He owned a tazer, like the one's police officers have. He'd taze them and stick a needle in their arms or sides and pump the 'amnesia' (as he liked to call it) drug into them and basically dump them somewhere they'd know, before driving off carelessly.

The 'amnesia' drug was a drug called Rohipnol, he'd give them a small dose only so it would erase their memory of the past 48 hours and not their whole lives.

It was simple, because the girls would realize how serious Calum was and never speak again.

For a rough four years he's been doing it now, problem free. He started it before he met Luke, before he realized something.

Even since fourteen years old, Calum was undeniably fit and strong. People used to think he was seventeen, due to the fact puberty came a little too early for Calum.

The only problem was, Luke was an early riser too. And he did boxing, running, was the Rugby team captain and living in a rough neighborhood - he'd get into fights a lot.

He was strong, really strong. And that was the first person that intimidated Calum.

Only that was before Calum got to know his personality, it was when he'd watch him on the track field or the gym in awe - idolizing him like a famous celebrity he'd always want to be.

And so, he wanted to befriend him.

C'mon, this dude's gotta be edgy. Calum thought as he'd approach the fourteen year old blonde.

Now, of course Calum didn't go straight in with 'hey, I drug and fuck girls. Am I cool enough for you? '. He spoke to Luke casually and like a normal person, and that's when Calum wasn't really intimidated by the boy anymore.