ARTIFICIAL

A P O L O G Y

Ravin

Soft lips brush against mine before I could comment on our new position. His bare body is pressed against mine, even with his shirt on I can almost feel every part of him. But the shirt has already risen up above my waist because the only thing that's stopping us from sex is my underwear and his sweat pants at this point.

But as I get consumed and sucked into his world by his kiss, my body works on its own as my legs bring his lower body onto mine. He doesn't protest however because he starts grinding on me, I involuntarily moan at the feeling. It's unusual but very much welcomed.

Although I don't expect the other feeling when his hand starts softly massaging my breast. I am not against it at all, matter of fact, it all causes my body to arc for him breaking the kiss. He continues kissing down my jaw, to my neck and keeps proceeding downward.

"Have you ever been kissed here baby?" He asks when he lifts his head from his kisses, except I get momentarily confused until I feel his hand rest onto my underwear and I gasp.

I quickly shake my head while trying to process the way his hand, specifically his thumb starts moving in circles above my underwear. I should've known this was anything but PG 13 but it doesn't matter because I want more of it.

"I want to be." I add between my soft moans caused from the heat that has already developed down there.

"I can feel that." He says, my eyes open to see a playful smile at his lips before both hands hold my waist before moving down, taking my underwear with it.

At this moment and time, my mind isn't on the fact that I am now only in a shirt and no underwear, under a man as it has been my fear for a long time. But I'm in a sensual haze with a literal picture of a perfect man as he pleasures my body and makes me feel all that I have been lacked.

I never knew it would feel so good to be touched, i never knew I was capable of making the sounds I'm making, especially when the suspense of his kisses that are now at my abdomen and traveling to my core start getting more and more intense.

My head lifts slightly, too curious to see what he's doing, and by the looks of it he's teasing me because instead of going where I want him to the most, he heads for my inner thigh and starts kissing both of them slowly, taking his time like time is all we have. Maybe it is, but my body can't wait any longer.

And I don't even want to wonder how my glasses have stayed on all this time.

And just when I let my head flop down on the soft white sheets from tiredness, I feel something warm and wet on my core making my thighs attempt to close on it, but the strong hands hold them firmly apart. I can't register the feeling, it's so.. intense. Unexpected but mostly, my body is in slight shock because it doesn't recognize it.

The feeling stops causing me to look up at the person, except he's already above me again and before I could speak, his lips meet mine in a sweet and blissful kiss. I moan into his lips as I feel one of his hands clasp around my neck forcing my head to tilt up for him during the kiss. When I break the kiss to lie back down, his lips start their path once more.

Once they reach my thighs, I hear his voice a few notes deeper as he says, "Calm down miele. Don't panic." He soothes, my head quickly nods unwilling to wait for him. "Look at me then." He says.

My eyes snap open and my upper body lifts by my elbows so I can watch him. His eyes also hold mine, even when I see him going further down, his eyes never leave mine until I can feel him again. Except this time I relax my body and let the feeling consume me. My hands instinctively touch his hair running through it and fisting it as if it's guiding him in doing his thing. I doubt I'm guiding him anywhere, he doesn't need guiding. I'm a panting mess and my moans are getting louder the more his tongue licks and teases my clit.