DEVIL'S WRATH 5: Welius Morgan (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 1

Napadapa ako sa kama at sumigaw ng malakas dahil sa inis na nararamdaman ko. At the same time, nasasaktan ako ng sobra dahil sa naganap na away namin kanina ni kuya Lius. Since we were young, ganun na ang trato niya sa'kin. He always hates me na para bang isa akong nakakadiring nilalang.

When I was ten years old, I overheard a conversation between my dad and Uncle Fred, mentioning that I was adopted. I couldn't accept it, and I didn't believe it either. Dad loves me, he treats me like a princess, it's just my brother Welius who is tough on me. Now that I'm twenty-two, I've just realized that what I heard may actually be true.

Sometimes, I catch dad off guard when we talk to confirm if he is indeed my father. But he always says that I look exactly like mom. May photo album din siyang ipinakita sa'kin noong baby pa ako. Especially noong nanganak si mom, sa nakikita ko ako naman 'yon pero bakit ang sabi ni kuya Lius noong nakaraan hindi niya ako magiging kapatid?

Hindi niya lang alam kung gaano ako nasasaktan sa mga ginagawa niya. Nagpapakabait naman ako para lang mahalin niya ako bilang kapatid niya, but wala na akong makita sa mga mata niya sa tuwing kinakausap ko siya kundi galit. I idolized him since then because he's good at handling guns, swords, fencing, judo, and he's very fast at driving. He's just like a professional racer. I always stalk him because he doesn't allow me to get close to him, especially when I enter his room.

He used to leave the country often, and I didn't know where he was going. Dad also leaves to go to Italy, may business kasi siya doon. Pero ni minsan hindi pa niya ako naisama sa ibang bansa, naisip ko tuloy baka nga ampon lang talaga ako. Hindi ko siya tinanong tungkol doon sa narinig kong usapan nila ni uncle Fred. Natatakot kasi akong malaman ang katotohanan. Nasasaktan ako kapag iniisip ko 'yon.

Napaupo ako sa kama at pinahiran ang mga luha kong ayaw papigil. Noong bata pa ako lagi akong mag-isang naglalaro, ayaw kasi ni kuya Lius sa'kin noon paman. When I was twenty years old umalis siya at dalawang taon din siyang nawala. Nitong taon lang ulit siya umuwi dito, five months na ang nakalipas. I missed him so much, but it seems like he got even angrier when he saw me.

No matter how much goodness I do, it's still wrong to him. I want to hate him for doing this to me. I'm craving his love for me, but since he came back here, it feels like I'm living in hell. Sobra-sobra na yung panggigipit at pananakit niya sa damdamin ko.

Dati kasi hindi niya lang ako kinakausap, pero ngayon laging mainit ang ulo niya sa'kin and it hurts me big time. Kung dati pinaparamdam niya lang na ayaw niya sa'kin, ngayon sinasabi niya na ng harap-harapan na hindi kami magkapatid. I'm not his lil sister.

Marami akong manliligaw noon paman pero ni isa wala man lang akong naging boyfriend. Paano kasi pinapagalitan niya ako at bantay sarado rin ako sa kanya, unahin ko raw pag-aaral ko kesa sa maglandi. Of course, I was hurt as if I had no right to love. I understand him, on the other side of my heart, I am happy because even though he seems annoyed, he still talks to me.

He was gone for two years, and I thought I could try to be in a relationship. But no, kuya Frederick became his substitute. T–angina! Baka inutusan niya na bantayan ako. Ang kaibahan lang sa kanila, mabait si kuya Derick sa'kin at ganun din ang kapatid niyang si Fritz na kaedad ko.

Now, I'm disobeying his order at hindi ko alam kung saan ako humugot ng lakas para suwayin ang utos niyang tapusin ko muna ang pag-aaral ko bago makipagrelasyon. Bahala siya sa buhay niya, hindi nga ako pinagbabawalan ni Dad eh. Tutal hindi niya naman ako tanggap, at noong nakaraang buwan ko pa sinagot si Clyde. Isa pa graduating na ako this school year.

I took a deep breath and composed myself. If he doesn't want to, then so be it! I won't force myself on him. The most important thing is that Dad loves me, Uncle Fred, Kuya Frederick, and Fritz. Not only that, there's Clyde who loves me. Eh siya? Isa siyang bitter!