DEVIL'S WRATH 5: Welius Morgan (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 29

WELIUS'S POV

I drank half of the wine glass and poured again, it was two days ago since she left me and it feels like it's been two years for me.

I know I'm such an asshole for hurting her, I didn't fulfill the promises I made to her. I'm just scared, I'm really scared that Dad might hurt her. I followed all of his orders, I kidnapped Zanzea when she was two years old. Dad exchanged her name with my sibling's name.

We hid my sister in Italy so that no one would suspect, especially the Deeliz family. I hurt her, I said those things so that Dad wouldn't suspect me. I told Frederick those damn things because I wanted her to get mad at me, of all the stupid things I said, I never expected her to forgive me...

At first, I wanted Frederick to escape from all of this. I said those hurtful things so she would leave... But when she left me, it felt like my world crumbled, I can't take the pain anymore. I can't love anyone else except Zanzea, she's the only one who drives me crazy like this. I only feel this kind of love for her.

I have had a lot of flings, but none of them could bring out the vulnerable part of my being, only Zanzea can. But where is she now? She left me, I begged her many times but she's extremely angry at me. If only she knew how heavy it is for me to hurt her and push her away.

I feel like I've been shot a hundred times, I can't bear to see her crying. I can't, and I'm the reason for all those tears. Diego found me trembling with a high fever, he called the devils and took me to the hospital even though I didn't want to go.

Even though I was very weak when I found out from Diego that she was leaving the country, I insisted on leaving the hospital. I was so happy when I saw her, I caught up to her. I begged again, I wanted to say so many things just so she wouldn't leave me but I lost my strength. I suddenly passed out.

And when I woke up again, I was in the hospital and I completely weakened when I asked the devils where she was. I can't stop myself from crying when Lu told me that she already left the country...iniwan niya talaga ako, hindi pala siya nagbibiro sa sinabi niyang 'huwag na huwag ko siyang sasaktan dahil baka hindi niya ako mapapatawad'...umaasa ako na bigyan niya ako ng pagkakataong magpaliwanag, but she left...she fucking left me!

Napayuko ako sa counter ng bar at inubos ang laman ng basong hawak-hawak ko. It's already 1AM in the morning at ako nalang ang tao rito sa bar ni Colt, mag-iisang araw na yata ako rito. Inom lang ako ng inom, gusto kong kalimutan saglit ang sakit na nararamdaman ko pero sa ilang oras na pag-inom ko parang mas lalo pang naging klaro ang sakit sa dibdib ko.

Saglit lang akong nakatulog kanina at muli na naman akong uminom, pinalayas ko rin si Diego dahil kinukulit niya akong umuwi. Napahawak ako ng mahigpit sa basong hawak ko at gusto ko itong durugin sa mga kamay ko. Damn it! Ni hindi ko nagawang protektahan siya sa lahat ng gustong paghihiganti ni Dad.

I'm so stupid! I let her to witnessed the death of her mother in front of her, halos magpatayan na ang buong pamilya niya sa harap niya, hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ang takot sa mga mata niya nang mangyari 'yon.

"Ahhh! Fuck this life!" pagwawala ko pagkatapos kong ibato sa sahig ang basong hawak ko. Ni hindi man lang ito nabasag kaya kaagad kong inabot ang bote ng whiskey na iniinom ko at akmang ibabato ko na ito nang makarinig ako ng pagsigaw kaya natigilan ako.

"Put that bottle Morgan! What the hell you're doing here in my bar, huh?" sigaw ni Colt at nakabuntot sa kaniya ang tatlong devils.

Pabalibag kong binitawan ang bote at naghanap ng bagong iinumin. Hindi ko sila pinansin.

"Talagang pinalayas mo pa ang lahat ng empleyado ko rito at mga customers huh? Naglatag kapa ng sampong milyon para lang solohin ang bar ko? Kung hindi ko pa napansin ang messages ng manager at assistant ko wala akong kaalam-alam. Tang ina, bakit di mo nalang kami tinawagan, huh?" sermon niya ngunit iniwas ko ang braso ko.