"No will care about me.... If you ignore me.."
This kind of coquettish remark was hidden in the noisy discussion of the surrounding students, and finally penetrated into Tan Mo's heart heavily....
Every day, he kept this distance carefully, unwilling to pull Qiao Lan into the dark and muddy world with him, but Qiao Lan walk in by her own self..
She stand on his side in front of everyone.
She asked him to take care of her, but in Tan Mo thoughts
.... every moment of every day, he wants to be like Peining. Talk to her without scruples.
(Greedy 🦊)
How could he really ignore her.
But he still couldn't understand
why she did it?How could she do it ??
What is he worth her to do it ???
Tan Mo couldn't understand.
He has always had the mentality of having to figure out everything, whether in life or in study, but now, Tan Mo suddenly doesn't want to figure it out...
It is so important.
It seems not.....
He raised his head and faced Qiao Lan. He couldn't understand the smile in Qiao Lan's eyes, but he could see the curvature of her lips.
Tan Mo suddenly wanted to laugh. He had never laughed before, but he wanted to give this girl a smile.
But what a smile should be like????
Tan Mo doesn't know. He is not like a normal person who can smile without thinking at all. He needs to look at the smile on the girl's lips in front of him and think in his heart which muscles of the face should be moved.... And finally imitated a somewhat nondescript smile...
This imitation is very poor.....
There was no smile in his eyes, and the corners of his eyes would not rise. Only the corners of the lips made a faintly discernible arc, which looked strange in the eyes of others, but Qiao Lan understood....
She remembered a sentence she had read. For people with Asperger's disease, starting to imitate it was their first step to get close to someone.....
Qiao Lan's eyes softened, her chin lying on her arm, her eyes falling on the book torn by him,
"Can you tell me what book it is now?"
The surrounding discussion continued, and Tan Mo didn't even need to look up to know how many people were looking here curiously.
But Qiao Lan didn't look at them or care about them. She looked at him and asked him what book it was.
Tan Mo closed the book, revealing the cover of the book, and then turned the book to face Qiao Lan, pursing his lips, as if after a difficult ideological struggle, he was finally audible with the people around him. The voice said
"Classic electrodynamics."
Qiao Lan's eyes suddenly became sore...
Tan Mo finally spoke and finally spoke to her in front of so many people.
She stretched her hand on the book and looked up at his eyes
"Then can I take a look."
Without thinking this time, Tan Mo nodded immediately.
YOU ARE READING
LITTLE SUNSHINE AND HER EXCELLENT HUBBY
Romancethey both are facing problems... both have their own difficulties... she is poor with worse family but struggling to stand out... he is Loner... with mental illness... can't speak properly... can't walk properly.... no one like to be friend with...