Epilogue
I opened my eyes with a soft bang of that closed door. I could feel he had been sitting there all this long but I didn't dare to get up. I was a coward so I pretended to sleep like this. I petted my forehead when the warmth was still there. I could feel the sorrow through that kiss. Shaking my head, I got up and walked to my desk.
I rubbed my eyes when the bags below grew bigger and they hurt me a lot. Still, not as much as my heart. It was just dead, the heart.
I help up Ken's diary and the tear started to shed. I was so bad. Always crowned the bad girl championship.
'You're smiling at me up there, right?' I opened the window and looked up the sky. Now I got why Leo often gazed up the sky and mumbled something when he held me. I was so stupid.
'Why didn't you show up earlier, SpongeBob oppa?' I choked and buried my face on the desk.
'Why did you vanish so fast the day we met? Why didn't god give you more time?' My heart ached with that miracle thing.
He died on the day he came to warn me. It was impossible. Really impossible for him to think of me till the last breath. And here was I, a dummy.
I gripped that small key tight and prayed. I prayed for paying him the things I had owed if we met again..in other world.I prayed for he gave me chance to get the truth.
I didn't understand why I was eagerly to unlock that unknown diary. And I didn't get since when I kept the key in my desk case instead of the purse. Just when I woke up, the key was already in my hand.
'Why are you so good, oppa?' I again looked up the sky. After few hours, I got up and went downstairs. He was still there, right?
I paused, passed by the veranda. The opposite room was still empty. My heart again shook. I ended up sitting on the floor and rubbed my left chest. Though the tear didn't steam off, the heart slowly skipped its work.
'Why're you guys doing this to me? Why?' I stood up after some minutes and opened the door. Out of no where, a brown thin book fell on my foot. I lifted it up and flipped to see whose book was this. Again, the crazy liquid won over me. I neither know what to do now.. Nor who should I stopped by..
They were all too good for me..
But in my heart I already knew who to love..who could make me feel secure and happy around..@cemetery...
I lied the white lily on the ground and brushed the leaves away that gravestone.
'Annyeonghaseyo~ Kim Jin Ah imnidaー' I palmed my lip when the voice started to shake. Thus, I ended up staring at his golden name blankly. Stupid me! I had planned to have a good impression for him! And why did it turn this clumsy? Half an hour passed by, I coughed away the lump and curled up my corner lips.
'Sorry oppa! I did mistake again! Okayx3, let's start a new greeting!' I clapped my hands in this quiet place. And the sound came back to me. I smiled when the cold wind suddenly blowed off my hair.
'You know I'm so afraid of ghost, right?' I beamed when the wind immediately stopped.
'Just kidding! You're an exception since you're the most gorgeous ghost ever~~' I giggled out. Still, the corner of my eyes released the tear.
'But make sure you don't pop up right now or I'll throw you the holy water!' Beaming, I took out his diary and the key from my backpack.
'Thank you so much for your care and support, oppa..'
I stared down the book which the pages are being flipped by the wind.
'Thank..' There were many things I wanna tell him but I just let the silence broke in. Everytime my lip moved, the tongue just froze.
At last, I sat there, sharing my silly smile at his gravestone. Everytime my tear rolled down, the strong move of the wind often dried my cheeks.
I stayed quiet and listened to the chirping birds and movement of the leaves for couple hours.
'Hmm.. I think I gotta go now, oppa! Don't be upset I'll visit you regularly~' I rose up from the ground as my cellphone suddenly rang. It was from Hyuk. I bet he would have gone mad not seeing me in the house.Actually, we were back to the basic. I didn't know who told him this unknown story. Just when I opened my eyes, I found him stood at the corner, sobbing.
Everyone was there when I woke up from the coma, except him, Leo. Coz he too was in this state. I wondered why didn't he wake up before me? Whatever, he had got his breath back.
I stood up but the sudden strong wind stopped me. I took a hold of the book as it flipped so bad. The papers almost flew in the air. Around five minutes, the pace slowed down.
My eyebrows scowled as the last page was in my sight. There was no letter but a picture. A picture that glued to the paper. I rubbed my ring finger as a pretty little thing was still there.
Beaming, I bowed Jae Hwan goodbye and closed the book.
.................
'Why do you get up so early today, oppa?' I pinned the picture of me and Leo in class which I got from Jae Hwan's diary on the wall upon Leo's bed. I beamed, finally found the right place.
'I wanna know you're really there or not' I scoffed and squeezed the soaking towel. Helping him to sit up, I then sponged him as normal. His condition grew better now. Anyway, he couldn't move that easy. The wound on his belly took time to get recovered. It'd been three months I was here, taking good care of him. I was so glad that he was still there.
'And you get the answer yet?' Smiling, I applied the ointment on his bruises. He raised the eyebrow and drew me in. I laughed with that soft groan. His movement just affected his wound.
'Yah! Don't be so active!' I pinched that pouty face and drew in closer. I let my arms wrapped around that broad shoulder and shared him the warmth. He had always been the one who protected me. I guessed it was my turn to do so.
'Jin..'
'Hmm?' I rolled my chin on that black head with my eyes focusing on the picture up there.
'I'm sorryー'
'Shhh' I placed my index finger on that pinkish lip and tightened the hug. The feel was so good.. Still..
My tear was rolling down..

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Someone to love ::vixx fanfic::
Mystery / Thriller-Completed- . . . . Just like other ordinary girls, Jin Ah wishes to have someone to love and care as those in fairy tales she reads. It was like a miracle that day when she finally got herself a prince charming.. It was almost a happy ending..almos...