Someone to love ::vixx fanfic::

Chapter 9- How to handle

Chapter 9- How to handle

'Huh, what? Am I hearing wrong or not? Jung Leo is trying to rescue me?'

I laughed with his lame joke and turned to serious look in next second.

'Are you trying to make fun out of me again, mister?'

'Jin!'

'Jin Ah!' I corrected him and crossed my arms, watching his upcoming drama.

What would his following script be?

'It's hard to explain-'

'I don't wanna know,' I cut off and stared at him. So did he. Leo sighed and matched eyes with me.

And what the heck was he giving me that look too?

'Go back to your place and don't ever appear again!' I disrupted all his attempts.

I did right..for kicked away the past..

Still wondered of the year I'd suffered myself for such a person like him..

I regretted back then..

I should not have.. should not have held his hand..

'I can't..'

The soft husky voice retorted with his eyes started luring me again. I turned away.

Not because I was weak but I fed up with his deceit.

'I don't ask you to do so. Stop fooling me around. I'm doing myself well'

'You're not'

'And why do I have to care your comment? A person who once destroyed my life.. And now insure that he's protecting me??'

'.............'

'It's so funny that I wanna laugh. Don't you know?'

'............'

'Again, don't try to meddle any of my business. I live my life and you live yours. Do not mix up one another!'

'..............'

'It's my life. I choose whatever I want and will appreciate whatever outcomes as well.'

I ended up the conversation and headed to the study room where N was finding the movie.

My hands trembled so hard. I wiped off the stupid tears which were flowing off like a flood..

I detested my eyes.. detested my weak emotion..

I didn't know but I wished to hold a knife right now..

It was hard for me to stand there, watching that cold-hearted person messing my heart once again..

I was such a fool.. Falling with that blurry sensation..

I should have guarded my feeling well..

It was just a movie!! From now on, I would keep this in mind!!

I didn't care but I would not believe that jerk anymore.

He just got bored and wanted to ruin someone's life, decorating his free time.

Besides, I already had someone at the moment.

It wasn't worth, putting my heart as a deal this second time.

I would not do it and would never do it.

I wanted to know nothing about him.. Let him be an atmosphere..

Just existed but didn't have any connection.

It was enough..

I hurt enough..

Putting myself in such a lie scenario??

It would not happen.. Again!!

It was right.. He came today.. But sooner or tomorrow he would just vanish away..

Who knew?

But I knew he was like a cactus..

The tight you held the more you got stabbed..

-Shut-

I closed the door and glanced around. N wasn't here as I expected.

'Ah, Jin ah! Why do you come in?'

I chinned up, following that sweet voice. At the corner, N was climbing on the 2nd floor of the bookshelf. I quickly walked there and helped him holding the ladder.

'I wanna see whether you're being murdered by the bookcase or not'

'Hehe, sorry for a long wait. But hyung kept the disc case anywhere up there.'

'Let's watch on youtube then'

'The volume is so low, I can't hear'

'So TV, there're many good movies, playing right now' I recommended, still N was holding on to his ground.

'Ani, there is my favorite movie out there~ I wanna watch it again. Eh, I bet the case is here!'

'Such an intricate oppa!' I shook the ladder when N finally grabbed the big black case.

He jumped off and dropped it on the floor.

'Anything but not a ghost story' I quick announced, scanning most of the DVD's covers.

'Ah, this one!~' N screamed out and waved the disc in front of me.

-Strike-

My hand smacked the DVD right away, noticing the long-haired girl with pale face and bloody eyes.

'Ahhhhhhhhhh!! I told you not to bring a ghost movie, oppa!!' I yelled, instantly pushed that dreadful face away. I hated ghost movie, it gave me nightmare!

'It's a horror genre not a ghost lah' N pouted and quietly brought the disc up.

'Jugule?(wanna die)' I hit his hand this time. Then grabbed a random movie and promptly pulled his arm to the door.

'You're not lovely, babe'

N sobbed and secretly wrapped the disc which I didn't spot in his jacket.

'I don't care beeeeee' I tongued out but got pulled by that dork like a shot.

'Aishh!!'

' Heuheuheu don't try to be unlovely! Especially in front me or oppa will do like this'

-Kiss-

N chuckled with my surprised look.

Ashh!! This stupe!! Did he think my cheek was his teddy bear!!??

'Pabo oppa!!!'

I pushed that perverted face away as he wished to peck another side.

@the living room....

A tall figure turned away his face to the porch and sighed.

Was it too late already? Thing still could bring back, right?

He wasn't really sure too at this moment..

But he would make it worked.. Though it would be more risky this time since many people were involved and number of hearts as well..

Leo closed his eyes and stroked his left chest which suddenly ached at the moment.

Why it had to be him... And why it had to be her...

Did god punish him for that unforgivable sin??

For choosing the reality over the imagination..

If he could go back to that time, he would not have held her hand that tight...

What if his heart ripped apart in this second deal? 

Whatever.. Just wait and see it..

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