Someone to love ::vixx fanfic::

Chapter 43

Chapter 43

The cold wind hit my face and the noise around blurred my head. I closed my eyes and buried my face in that warm back. The back I once pushed away. What a fool was I?

I tightened the hug and let the tears steaming off. I didn't get the reason why I cried, too. Many feelings were inside me right now, happy, sad, regret, angry.. All of them rushed out the crazy liquid from my eyes.

'Jinnie!' I chinned up when the engine became quiet. N helped me climbed down his bike. I stood still, watching him unlocked the door.

'Welcome home~' Out of nowhere, N did the beuing beuing and span around me.

'What? It's not funny?' He pouted so I pinched his cheek and got in the house. The feel was still the same, warm and cozy.

I threw myself on the sofa and closed my eyes. The day was pretty bad for me to pass by.

'Oppa!' I pitched, hearing the footsteps around here. Later on, a warm air was next to me. I exhaled and lied my head on N's arm. I heard a scoff. Next, my waist was locked.

'I miss you..' I opened my eyes with that mumble. Yet I couldn't reply him. I could not. My tongue just froze. It was like I had gone through all this sh*t and my heart no longer had a feel. It was numb.

I zipped my lips but let my arms surrounded his waist like this..

I was so bad.. Bad girl..

..............

'Jinnie! Already up? Come out and have your breakfast!' I rose up from the bed N gave me then went wash in his bathroom. He slept in the living room last night. We hadn't talked much since last night. He didn't ask me the reason and I didn't tell him why I came with my packing stuff.

I shared him a small smile as he walked in to keep the mat.

'Gimme that, oppa!' N nodded his head then handed me the pillow. I walked out to carry other stuff on the sofa. N was in the kitchen. We ate the breakfast quietly. Indeed, I just stared down the rice. I could not gather my flying thoughts. They were so messy. I could hear N's sigh from here. Immediately, I pinched in the bacon.

'Why do you look so skinny, Jinnie? He doesn't take care you well?' A tear rolled down. I quick wiped it off before he got me.

'Ani, I'm on diet, oppa!' He scoffed and walked to me.

'You look so ugly! The boney body doesn't fit you!'

'OPPA!!' I screamed without knowing and hit his arm as I always did. N laughed and kept complaining about my look. Aishh, this brat!!

I stood up and chased him around the room. The laugh of us echoed the house and I felt relieve after a long run. Damn, he was really an athletic!

'I will kill you, oppa!!' I puffed on the couch and fingered that teasing guy, standing in front of me. He chuckled evilly and out of nowhere sat on my laps. Urghhhh!! Someone called me an ambulance!

'OPPAAAAA!! MY BONEEE'

'Hahahaha don't you want to be slim? Endure this disadvantage first~~' This jerkkk!! I pulled his ears and pinched them tight. He yelled at first but later smiled like an idiot. He was really one coz up until now that curved-up line curled even more.

'Are you stupid, oppa?' I asked with my hands away his red ears. He didn't reply but looked at me through the eyes.

'You are back. Thanks!' I kept mum when N pulled me in his arms. I scoffed, getting his idiotic acts. And yeah I just hugged him back. We stayed like this for along time. He already got up and switched the pose with me.