Someone to love ::vixx fanfic::

N's diary

N's diary

When I was young, I loved to urge my father to a playground. It wasn't because of the rides but something else. You might not believe it but I knew how to love since I was five. Everyone would say it was a kid love. Indeed, she was my first love. I first approached her when a group of 6-to-10 years old boys bullied her for the ice-cream. I was surprised when there were five cones in her hands. I was like how came a little girl like her finished all of them? And I laughed even louder when she spat on the cones and tucked in her mouth two of them. She was funny and cute. At last, I screamed the word"police manx3, the kids are fighting". In a minute, a group vanished. She thanked me and shared one of the cones. As I remembered, this one she spat more than the other. We then became friends. She loved to eat and the way she ate was so amusing. Her chubby cheeks just inflated and her reddish lip reduced the size. She looked like a Pikachu. We often came in the evening and enjoyed the rides. After the play, we would go take food from our parents. We shared food but most of the time I got snatched. I told you, she was no.1 in eating; yet she was so skinny just her face that was full and chubby. Since we both were talkative, we would talk like crazy. She was a bit dumb, slow to get my joke. But it was her charm. She would widen her big brown eyes and her cutie jaw in a letter O. She was naive as well and that was why I fell for her. I was so sad that I could not meet her anymore as my father moved to another city. Luckily, I knew her name. In fact, we didn't ask each other's name. We loved to say "you" and "I". Indeed, that chubby face replaced the "I" with her name, Jin Ah. She would say "Can Jin Ah have your meatballs?"

My father married a new wife. My mother passed away since I was two. I was nervous at the sight of my new family. In contrast, they were so nice and friendly. I'd got a big brother as well! I was so happyyy with this!!! Jae Hwan hyung was quite funny and we got a long so well. He was my idol! He always supported me and protected me from any danger. He was also my friend whom I could discuss stuff and talk freely with. He just understood me. However, due to our business, father had to move to the States. I was so sad coz hyung didn't follow us. Nevermind, we kept in touch. I skyped him every night untill he deleted the application. Who care? I just got no one to talk to! I then went to my step-mother, two hours later I saw hyung on the webcam.

That evening I was so shock when mom said that hyung was in an accident. I followed her with my heart praying along the way. I could not even close my eyes. I just could not imagine myself when hyung was not around. No, he had to be okay!! Fortunately, hyung opened his eyes and talked to me!! I was really happy. By the way, who was the girl in hyung's phone? I was quite familiar with those chubby cheeks. The nurse gave me his property and I just checked his phone to kill my time. Never thought, he would hide this big secret. I was quite surprised, knowing Hyung was loving that girl while she wasn't available. Yet, the thing that hit me hard on head was his best friend,the one who caused hyung accident. Leo, I used to know him in elementary school. Indeed, we were best friend. However, I just could not forgive whomever hurt my hyung. I kept his phone to study more about them. Damn it!! Hyung phone's memory was full of that girl's images. I bet he secretly captured her everyday. I didn't get why I kept scrolling to see more. She'd got a bright beautiful smile. Indeed, her natural beauty shone. My eyebrows tied, spotting Leo was cuddling her neck. I'd never seen Leo was this happy. They smiled widely. Just then I got why this girl could grab all my dear people's attention. With that pretty face, she looked so innocent and naive just like someone I had known. I checked their conversation history and my heart ached, feeling hyung's pain. She was a witch! I suddenly hated her innocence. Because of that bare face, she fooled everyone. Though she didn't realise it, she did hold a wicked magic. I began seeking for her information and all of them made my stomach twisted in disgust. I really hated her! She was the one set up this disaster! She made everyone fell in her wolf's attraction. She was the one broke my best hyung's heart. I would not forgive her.