Pinkie Promise

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A/n: icl drunk Y/n is a whole mood

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Y/n's POV:

I went into my room and chucked the fake guns on my bed before going into the bathroom. I took a heavy sigh and leaned into the sink, splashing some water onto my face. Just as I lifted my head up I jumped, seeing a girl standing behind me in the mirror, I sighed,
"Hi Amber..." I muttered,

"Hey Y/n" Amber said, grinning at me,
"What do you want?" I asked her, she tilted her head,
"Can I not visit my sister?" She asked, chuckling, I sighed and shook my head.

"Well...you can but like...I'd rather in person..." I admitted, looking at my own reflection then at her in the mirror,
"You wanna talk to my dead body?" She asked, teasing me, I sighed and looked down at the sink,
"I just wish you were actually here..." I said, she nodded,
"I know...but you've gotta move on Y/n" she said, "I'm gone...and there's nothing you or anybody can do to change that, all you can do is move on..." She said.

I splashed more water on my face and looked back at the mirror, she was gone again. I took a deep breath before going back into my room to get changed.

When Amber first started appearing I'd get panic attacks straight away, hence why Sam and I's date went so poorly. But as time went on and she appeared more and more, I grew more accustomed to seeing her, it was kind of nice.

Sam's POV:

I sat in the hallway in the apartment complex on a step, my head in my hands. The door opened and I looked over and saw Danny walk in.

I stood up, he walked over to me and tried to kiss me but I gently pushed him away,
"Not here" I muttered, he chuckled,
"You always say the most romantic things" he teased.

"Danny..." I warned,
"What? Can I help it that my kink is women that are ashamed to be seen with me" he joked, I sighed and shook my head.

"You know it's not that..." I said to him, he nodded,
"I know...you're not ready for Y/n to find out, I get it" he said. Which was only a bit of the truth.

Of course I still didn't want Y/n to know I'm seeing someone, but also because I'm not interested in Danny like that, he's a nice guy, but he's not Y/n. I've tried so hard to push my feelings for her away, not just because I was scared, scared that I would get hurt again by someone I loved, scared that I would hurt Y/n, but also because of the age gap, 6 years was just to big of a risk for me. Hence why I never asked her on a date. I couldn't hurt her like that.

"Sam get up here! Now!" Chad yelled from up the stairs, I looked up at him and rushed up. I went into the living room, the tv was on showing the news,
"Cute boy! Nice!" Quinn said, pointing behind me, I looked at Danny then at Y/n.

Her mouth was open slightly, she looked hurt, really hurt. I looked at her, my eyes softened, looking apologetic. She gulped and looked back at the tv. I did the same.

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