can i sleep forever

six

!!SA WARNING!!

i remember the first time it happened. i was at my grandparents house. it was time for bed he had asked me if i wanted to stay in the room with him. instead of sleeping in the living room so i asked my grandma if it was ok. she was fine with it because why should she think anything would happen.

once he knew people were sleeping he asked if i wanted to try something. i didn't know what it was i wasn't told anything so i went along with it. that's when it started he had went under the blanket and well  things that i wish i could have changed happened. after that he asked me if i wanted to suck him off. i didn't know what to do i was scared so i just told him that i was tired.

or other times he would kiss me or should i say make out. i was between the age of 6 and 7 he was in high school. i remember one time after he came out from under the blanket he went into the bathroom. my grandma walked in a little later as i was laying covered with the blanket with my pants pulled down and my cousin in the bathroom. after he had done what happened every weekend.

another time more of my cousins were over so all of us were in the living room. once they were all asleep he asked if i wanted to do that thing again. this time i told him no because i was scared and people were around. and i wish i was joking he said if i didn't he would get a another one of our cousins. so i went along with it and we went to the kitchen by the table that was one of the last times it happened.