can i sleep forever

eleven

i hate when i have a crush on someone because i hate the feeling. but its not always bad to have a crush. the worst ones though are when its on one of your friends. because they might not feel the same and a friendship could be lost or you stay friends. or they might like you back but that comes with a risk if you try something.i know a bit about liking a friend most of the time I lost a friend. but the most recent case we stayed friends and i think it made our friendship closer.

things always happen out of the blue one minute you can be having the best day of your life the next second it becomes the worst. its something you can never predicted or plan for its just something that happens. you never know if you are going to meet one of your favorite content creators. or have someone you've liked for who knows how long to randomly one day tell you that they like you. that's just a part of life you won't know and yeah it could be scary not knowing what will happen it can be nice.