can i sleep forever

five

i keep talking to him because well he's one of my friends. yeah we did date for a week and i don't know how to explain the was it was. in the class we had together it was fine. but other than our text or late night calls that was about it. falling asleep on call with him has become normal. because almost that whole week we would call at night and fall asleep.

and as weird as it sounds i like our calls when we aren't talking. his has his microphone on and i have mine on mute. he has something playing in the background. i can hear when he's asleep because his breathing has changed.

some would say it's strange but ive slept on call with my friends before. i had known them a bit longer but we would be on call all day and night. so i didn't see this any different. but i guess what's different is i didn't wanna call at first. but he kept asking until i finally gave in.

im now on call with him right now. i had texted him since i didn't wanna message one of my other friends. and so i texted him and after a few hours we are now on call. it been almost 30 minutes now. and i just wanna say i don't wanna get back with him or anything. i only see him as a friend and nothing more than that.