A hate-love arranged marriage. ✅️

21. He's angry.

AVNI POV. STARTS

I don't know what is happening in my life, suddenly I am unable to digest this love of my father

Right now I'm in my parents' house, the same parents who hardly ever considered me as their child.

And ever since I came here, I don't know why Papa is repeatedly trying to talk to me on some pretext or the other and I, like the same ill-mannered child, keep telling him again and again that I want to rest now and not talk to anyone because honestly, I am not in the habit of talking to anyone in this house except Bhaiya. When I was here, no one used to talk to me, then why today?

I am not saying that I am not their daughter.... I am their daughter, they are my parents but perhaps this is just a nominal relationship in my life because how is it possible that out of your 3 children you understand 2 but not the third one...My parents never understood me.
yes, I lived with them from my childhood till before my marriage, but I never experienced the love, affection and closeness that a parent has to offer, but it is not that because of all this I have any hatred for them in my heart, no... for me they are my parents for whom I have respect and love in my heart and due to the same respect and love when they wanted to get me married to Neil by giving their oath, so I got married to him quietly without saying anything so that nothing happens to them and they remain healthy.

But perhaps now I am unable to express my respect and love for them through my words and behavior, for them I am their most spoiled and useless child, I never listened to them, I never did what they wanted but I always did what I wanted to do, I chose my hobby to make my career and they didn't like that either.

But despite all this, today I am happy once again, with Neil where I don't want anything except Neil, then I don't know why suddenly my father has that love for me which I haven't felt from him since childhood and he brought me here, away from Neil.

His reason for bringing me here was that he was missing me and wanted to spend some time with me, did he not feel like spending this time before my marriage?
Now when I want to give all my time to Neil, why did he take me away from him?

I know when Neil comes back home and finds out that I am not at home, he will get angry with me nut what should I do, how can I talk to him....I thought of not asking Abhishek for Neil's number because I don't want anyone to get a chance to say anything about our relationship in any way, I don't know, but for some reasons maybe now I am becoming a little possessive about my relationship with Neil, where I may not tolerate anyone's interference in our relationship.

I know Abhishek understands me and he will also understand my situation as to why I don't have Neil's number but still it's been almost 6 months and still I don't have Neil's number which is a matter of shame in itself, and that's why I didn't take Neil's number from Abhishek either, but yes, I did leave a note for Neil on his study table where I have apologised to him for coming here without informing him.
I don't know when Neil will come home and read that note and when I will meet him again.

Although there is not much distance between these two houses, our houses are just opposite to each other at a distance of 10-15 steps and today I came to know that from my window I can see the balcony of my and Neil's room in that house.
I never noticed this before today because obviously how would I have known which room was Neil's unless I lived with him.

I don't know, but now I feel suffocated in this house, in this room of mine, I have gotten used to not just Neil, but also our room. Now I don't know when I will go back to Neil, and I don't even know why I am missing Neil so much.

No Avni, stop missing him, he had told you na, that he had some important work today and if you keep missing him like this then he will keep getting hiccups.
But does it really happen that if you are missing someone then that person gets hiccups...? I don't think so.