A hate-love arranged marriage. ✅️

32. Consummation ?

" Well, I know I may be a little late in asking this, but have you ever felt uncomfortable with my touch?" Neil asks Avni as he caresses the side of her cheek with the back of his finger, causing her to feel a tickling sensation in her stomach.

It is night time, both of them are lying on the bed, Avni is on her back while Neil is on top of her without putting any of his weight on her.

He is looking into her eyes and so is she, and there Neil asks her this question before moving ahead or doing anything.
Anyway, two days have passed since their first kiss but Avni still hasn't got over it and is feeling shy about it and seeing her this shyness, he asks this question.

And there, his question brings a smile on Avni's face and she decides to tell him clearly about her feelings about his touch.

" No. Rather, your touch makes me feel most comfortable in a way that nothing else can.
Your every touch gives me a tingling sensation, but it also gives me comfort and also, many such feelings which I cannot express in words. Your touch is the most comforting for me, the comfort I never got from anyone else's touch, I was always afraid of the touch of unknown men, but ever since you touched me, all my fear has gone away.
You know, even though I claimed not to like you during our initial days, but even at that time, I never felt uncomfortable with any of your touches." She says all this looking into his eyes and sees a smile come to his face at her words.

" And I know, now you will remember that I used to tell you to stay away from me and did not let you touch me but that's only because my past didn't allow me to trust men easily but now, you have earned that trust, Now I can trust you with my eyes closed." She expresses her feelings to him without hesitation and he looks at her with a smile.

And didn't she express through her words how much she loved him, even though she didn't use those three magical words "I love you" But this confession of her is no less than that word for him.
Both of them have really come a long way from each other now.
Where before she didn't like to see his face, but today they're so close to each other where he is on top of her and she is beneath him in an almost intimate way and there is no uncomfortable expression on her face.

But still teasing her a bit, Neil says further :

"Now that you have praised me so much, tell me everything that you have in your heart for me." His words instantly bring a shy smile to her face as she gets his hint about what he wants to hear.

" Should I really tell you what's in my heart for you? What I feel for you?" she says, and at that very word, a shiver runs down Neil's spine as he realizes she'll say what he wants to hear but is he ready for this moment, if she says what he wants to hear then what will he say in response

" I....... Neil gulps when she takes the initiative and their eyes don't leave each other.

" I.......hate you." Destroying all his dreams, Avni utter this while making him frown.

" I hate you so much." She says again but this time a smile comes on his face when he feels her love behind these hateful words.

" Do you really hate me so much?" he asks, to which she nods making her innocent face

" So should I do something to you that will increase this hatred?" He says leaning towards her face where she looks at him

" Answer me." he asks, his lips just inches away from hers and Avni feels his breath fanning on her lips which makes her toes curl up.

" Yes." Saying this, she closes her eyes.

And the next moment she feels his lips on hers and he immediately starts kissing her passionately, causing a soft moan to escape her mouth.