Better- SeongSang

45 - Yeosang

Getting back to his house. The first thing we did once we got to his room, we made out. He pushed me onto his bed. He kissed me as he took his sweater off. He threw it to the side.

I started to unbuckle his belt. He started to pull my pants off. Pulling away to take my sweater and shirt off.

"Seonghwa." I called for him.

"Yeah?" He kissed down my neck.

I'm nervous. I want to have sex with him. I really do but am I ready for that? I don't know. I had him stop for a bit.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"I... I want to have..." He didn't let me finish my sentence. He got serious.

"Are you sure? I'm one hundred percent ok with it but are you sure? We will not do it if you're not one hundred percent sure." I nodded. "Tell me. If you don't, we aren't doing it."

"I'm one hundred percent sure."

"You promise?" I nodded. "Tell me."

"I am. I promise that I'm sure."

"You don't seem sure."

"I'm just nervous."

"We can if you want."

"Yeah. I want to." I'm nervous. I'm kind of scared.

I like Seonghwa... A lot. Maybe a little bit more than like... Maybe I like him a little too much. I don't know anymore. Shit happened and now we are here and I'm loving it.

I was snapped out of it when Seonghwa started to kiss me again. I opened my mouth for him. Feeling myself become heated. He slipped his tongue in. His hands felt cold against my body. It felt nice. His hands roamed around. He felt up my waist, hips, chest, and thighs.

He slid his hand into my underwear. I moaned when he touched me. He sat in between my legs. He kept my legs open. I pulled away and moaned.

"Seonghwa." I moaned his name over and over.

I know it's barely been a day since we last did anything sexual but he just knows. He somehow knows how to get a reaction out of me. The littlest things tend to set me off when he does it.

I absolutely love it.

I threw my head back when he started to lick my nipple. My body shook. He licked, sucked, and nipped. He did this as he teased the other. His breath was hot. It made my body shiver.

"Seonghwa." I moaned. I felt hot. Really hot. My head felt fuzzy. I couldn't close my legs. He kept my legs open.

For some reason, this time felt so different than when we usually do it. It just felt better. All around better. I couldn't control myself. Grabbing onto the sheets. It all just felt too good.

It kind of scared me how good it all felt.

"Seonghwa. I'm going to..." I squirmed. He didn't answer me. The feeling built up. I was getting closer by the second. I grabbed onto his arm as my back started to arch. My body twitched.

"Yeosang." My eyes rolled back from him saying my name.

My body went limp as I came. My body still shaking.

He pulled my underwear off. He kissed down my body. Taking me in his mouth. I grabbed onto his hair. I screamed. I didn't know I had that type of scream in me.

"Seonghwa." My mouth hung open. He grabbed onto the bottom of my thighs. He kept my legs open.

I don't know what to do. My body won't listen to me. It shook too much. I squirmed around. I don't know what to do and it's kind of scaring me. I can't control my own body. He has full control over it. I didn't even get to take a breather.