MY SWEET ALYNE

CHAPTER 12

NOAH

It's been thirty minutes since we sat in the car, and it's so eerie that she hasn't spoke a single sentence to me. I have looked at her a few times, but she is neither looking at me nor she is speaking anything to me even though she knew I am looking at her way. she looks rather melancholic and lost in her own thoughts and I still have to make out why she is so upset and what is it that is making her upset.

"hey, Alyne is there something bothering you?" I finally asked her. she looked at my way after few seconds which was kind of slow or may be a reaction I would have expected from an old ages person, and to be honest for few seconds she looked like and old woman to me, who is gloomy, tired and above all hopeless.

"NO!" she answered and started to gaze out of the window again, the cars next to us must be really amusing to us.

"well you look like something has happened, you aren't talking to me since we sat ion the car, and let the car go, you were not even making a conversation back at the store."I tried to reason with her again.

She looked tiredly towards me and spoke," is it so much important for you, that I must speak, since when did you become a fan of me talking. I thought you want silence more than anyone in this world." and she turned again.

and now I must say I didn't liked it and I would try to make her point valid now.

and now after fifteen minutes of silence I am making myself suffer because I really do want to prove her wrong. I don't know what this is feeling but I want to talk to her. and I want reasons.

"hey, listen I don't know what have happened but is there something I have done to make you upset?" I asked her sincerely.

"and why do you think that?" she rudely replied without even looking at me from thats tupid window. seriously I am going to have them all black now.

"because it's been days since I have seen you at home, I know you help Ava put with almost everything but, you, you are not around much." I reasoned.

she took a huge sigh and didn't spoke for few seconds and just when I thought Iam not having an answer she spoke," I am at home and, it isn't like I am not coming home, I come home every night."

"yeah, I know that, I see you in your bedroom every  night. I know you come home, but.."I hesitated. 

"but what?" she snapped a look at me.

"but, I know its wierd to say but, we live in same house but it doesnt feel like we are living together I mean sometimes it feels like you are not even there, like you are there but you are not." I admitted.

"WHAT?" she shouted. "are you on drugs noah?" she asked me.

"what, no, no I am not on drugs. why would you think of it?" I inquired her.

"because well you don't make any sense in here, and two, it is really creepy of you to come at my room's door and peak inside every night." she agonized.

"what, you knew, you knew it means you were awake." I questioned her.

"yes, yes I was. so?" she replied. and now it is going on a total different level.

"you were awake, Alyne and you knew, I was there, but didn't even thought of asking me why was I there in first place, and you didnt even wanted to ask me about it in the morning?" I inquired her.

"well, I am not obliged to answer you, I wasnt in a mood to talk, cant you just see." she practically shouted at me. and it took all my cool down and now I really want a war, provided there is a red signal here.

I turned towards her, " you really dont need to shout on me, if you were not in a modd to talk it doesn't mean you can just burst upon me. keep you office work headaches in your offuce only, i am in no position, that i would endure this behavior of yours." I stated to her.