MY SWEET ALYNE

CHAPTER 13

NOAH

I came back home and put my stuff on table and went in my room. she went to her room and end of the worst car ride I ever had with someone, and I realised it was the first time she was in my car.

Next morning when I woke up, I could hear her making something, I don't know it makes me quite angry, she was fighting with me yesterday in my car and now she is making breakfast for my daughter, on what grounds, she isn't her mother, she is no one to her and no one to me to talk to like that, and yet she is making her breakfast. 

I stood up from the bed, and then went to the kitchen straight, I stood behind and confronted," you don't need to make her breakfast I can do it myself." she turns just a little just to notice my presence and started doing her stuff again. and there I was standing like I was standing like I am someone Mr.Invisible.

I went near and took her arms in mime and turned her to look at me, and when she did, i was gazing in watery red, and swollen eyes, and id only I am more stupid than already I am, iIwas able to make put she cried all night. and looking more deeply in her eyes, I could see hopw sad they are and how much lifeless and hopeless they are.

"Dadda!" ava exclaimed from her seat at the dining.

we both looked at her and I let go of her, and then I looked at her again, "I will make her breakfast from now onwards , you dont need to take it upon you, it's my responsilbilty not yours." I told her softly.

she dismissed me again and starting doing it again, "Dadda, please let alone cook today, today we have to take special lunch at school, I have asked her to make me a rabbit." Ava giggled.

"Rabbit!" I exclaimed and looked at Alyne, and then I saw it was the picture books in which several food items were arranged in a way that it looked like an animated rabbit. I hushed and No. matter of my ego but I know that she would not be able to make it all on her own.

"can I help you in any way." I asked her politely.

she didn't bothered to reply me but nodded her head in a 'NO'. well I think that's my clue to not to bother her.

when the lunch was prepared, and Ava was ready to go, she hugged Alyne and kissed on her cheek and that's when I saw her smiling in long time, and honestly I dont even remember how she laughs, and the question is 'HOW DOES SHE LAUGHS'

I have never heard her laughing it's been two months since I have moved with her but i ahven't ever heard her laughing.

but to call her smile beautiful would be add to the pile of all my mistakes, her smile is beautiful, and her eyes, they glowed when she saw Ava, their was so much love in her eyes for my Ava and I thought may be Ava is the one with whom she is bonding and still holding onto hope, time to time. 

Ava came to me smiling and giggling with beautiful pigtails surely curtesy of Alyne. I took her hand and took her to school.

On the way to school Ava asked me, "Daddy is Alyne all, okay?"

I looked at her way, "yes darling, why do you ask?"

"Well, she hasn't been herself from so many days." she spoke and started playing with her little unicorn in her bag key chain. Yes, I would agree with her, because really, Alyne isn't right and seems like something is bothering her a lot.

"Ok, tell me anything you know about her, you feel isn't right, did she told you about anything that is making her feel not right." I asked Ava as it was the only way left for me to know what is wrong with her, because she isn't alright lately.

"NO, daddy but this morning, when I went to wake her up,...."she took a little pause, she was already awake and was like not in the room, I mean she was in the room, but not in the room. I mean she wasn't.." she stops to find perfect word to it.

"Lost." I answered her. she looks at my way, "it's called lost, when a person is physically, I mean sitting or standing in  the room, but you don't feel them to be there, you know they are not listening and they are thinking about some thing really deeply in their mind, it means they are lost, lost in their own world."

"In their own world, Well then we must not then bother her, if she is in her world, she must be happy, in their own world she must be living in a happy and peaceful place." she spoke looking away from her unicorn.

I laughed at her imagination she is really cute and I really want that thinking of her's to be right, because if she was correct I would always wanted to be lost in my world.

"ok, but tell me more about this morning." I asked her again about alyne.

"oh, her, yes, yes, she was awake and lost, and she was I think crying, because when she knew I was in room, she wiped her face and then went straight to bathroom, and she wasn't wearing any pants, and I saw her flat her stomach was when she lifted her shirt a little, she was quite thin and pale and gloomy." she completed and it was then all the pictures come in frame.

I was noticing it for a quite a while, that she isn't eating much food, and she was so irritated the other day, and so much gloomy, she is literally in some deepshit, and I a moron wasn't able to know it. 

 I am such an idiot, I wasn't able to make it about the girl I was living with for such a long time, after dropping Ava, all i was thinking in the car was about how Alyne was doing it all the while, and I wasn't looking at it, I was lost, I was lost in Alyne's world. the world where she was suffering and no one was there to help her and she wasn't able to make her way out of it.

When I reached home I started looking for her, hopefully she hasn't left yet. I looked the kitchen , she wasn't there, I knocked her door, and when there was no answer, I contemplated for a minute and then opened the door, when I went into the room, It was in complete mess.

The bedsheet and all on the floor, and the stains on the sheers could tell she hasn't removed her from a quite while, and the were patched all over the sheets, the patches I could take as her dried up tears, she was crying all this while, she hasn't healed a bit.

her dressing table all her makeup was scattered and her mirror was dirty like she doesnt want to see her herself. and then her cloths all over the place. her pillow on the floor. it has more spots of her tears than the sheet. and when I went near her cupboard there were photos, scattered on the floor.

Photos of her and a guy with her side, I could make from the phots that she was in love with him, but about him I cant say anything, he holded her something like a trophy.

I tried to look for her, and then I saw the bathroom, I steppe in the bathroom but I couldn't enter. because there in the pathway, lying she was, on the floor.

without moving.

I KNOW I KNOW THE PICUTURE IS MORE THAN WHAT IT IS, SHE ISNT DROWNING, IN REALITY, BUT WE DO DROWN IN OUR OWN WORLD, AND WE CAME OUT THE OTHER SIDES, BUT SOMETIMES WE DONT, AT THAT TIME WE NEED SOMEONE, SOMEONE TO PULL US OUT THAT POOL OF MISERY.

WILL AYLNE LET NOAH PULL HER PULL HER OUT, IF YOU WANNA KEEP READING.....

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