I tucked Ava in her blanket and then went towards my room, and as I'm about to enter I heard moans.
I heard Hailey moaning.
I heard my Hailey moaning in pleasure.
She is moaning because she is having really good time in bed, and it's not me.
ALYNE B...
Its been 3 weeks me and noah had that talk in my room and obviously things arent that wasy to work out while saying but knowing that I have so many people around me and they took care of me. Being loved and cherished is a blessing I never had or didnt realised if I had. But Noah and Ava are there for me all the time and they took care of me like my mother.
I am going to work again and doing stuff that makes me busy, me and Noah are now gym buddies, I mist dude is really something when it comes to lifting weights and now I know, how much hardwork he go through to make me drool over his biceps, even though he dont know about this fetish of mine.
Dylan and me are siblings now, beong with him makes work so easy, I have however love his funny side around me, it makes me feel better in absence of Noah and Ava. I know its just a month and half living with them but somehow they have crawled inside my shattered heart and build it from inside ans resides there, sometimes i feel overwhelmed about the thought leaving those two at the end of my internship.
But few wounds take time to go away, though I have them but sometimes nights in my room, haunts me and make me feel I am still inside that cupboard but then all I jave to do is get of the room and sit next to Noah working on his laptop late night.
He gives me a good company and I think he likes my company too while working. One of the things I like about noah is that he is determined, passionate and ambitious but another aspect of me that makes me curious about him is that he has come quite far on emotional level.
I remember how much he and ava were struggling emotionally when they moved in, but now I see a changed man, A man with warmth, compassion and care in his heart. I love how he is learnig everyday, about himself, about ava, about being a girl's dad and being a human. Sometimes I want to ask him about things that i have no right too, I mean but his wife, I want to know if he is ok or just pretending.
Sometimes I feel I am just a burden on him but then I dont know if he is learning mind reading or something he tells me in riddles and hints that he is happy to take care of me, though he teases me most of the time. But those dimples of him, always make shut up and forgive him even though is shamelessly unapologetic about teasing me.
Sometimes I tell him he needs to rest a while and dont burden himself with so much work, but he tell me he loves and his passion for his work always make me feel he is ok doing that, I once asked what is doing while making coffee for him and myself, he looked in my eyes and they shined, they shined in a way I couldn't pin point the reason for that but that glitter made me butterflies go wild in my stomach, and not much of a speaker he is, he spoke with so much passion about his work, it made me admire him more.
I never thought I would be so interested in a man like Noah but it seems sometimes all you want is someone to hear all your rants out and understand you. There are nights when I speak a lot, a lot and I know he doesn't pay much attention but its just he isn't complaining so I go on and on. And sometimes its so much that I dont even remember when I go to bed while sleepwalking.
Though I highly doubt that, cause last time I checked I wasn't a sleep walker and it was told to me but Noah. He once told me I asked him to kiss me in half sleep, I dont believe him but that encounter we once had makes me doubt if I did. But then again I just brush it off.
And then it comes to food, it is that easy for me eat, I still have days with less appetite or not even wanting to eat, somedays are tough for me, some days I remember the past that was once sweet memories for me and now comes as traumatic flash backs, Sometimes I remember him but I dont mis him, I miss me, when Noah that day told me about that theory of his, I understood it better, my old sled i a dead and new me is still in process to be making and I am somewhere in the middle and thus with a never ending storm inside of me, but with noah and ava around there are few light shower in there.
I miss the old Alyne who was so in love with someone, A girl full of smile and love on her hands but I am loving this Alyne too, a woman who values her and still falling in love with herself.
I have made lot of progress on these past weeks I am proud of and I am still looking forward for what comes next in my life with these two together with me.
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HELLO EVERYONE, BEEN A MONTH OR MORE AGAIN BUT HERE IS SOMETHING I NEED TO TELL YOU EVERYONE. THERE IS SO MUCH GOING ON WITH MT LIFE AND WILL ALWAYS BE AND THAT NOT EXCUSE FROM ME NOT WRITING .😅
BUT EACH DAY I DISCOVER I NEW SIDE OF ME🦢, JUST AS OUR BELOVED AYLNE IS DOING BUT IT AMAZES ME EVERYDAY. ✨️
AND I PROMISE I WILL TRY TO UPDATE MORE FREQUENT AS I COULD.🙏
