Chapter 42

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Note: Guys! It's crazy how the views have gotten down because of "DEATH OF MAIN LEAD" but I've to remind you that, some stories tend to be like these. Not all the stories have a fairy tale ending. I hope no one in the real life experiences this tragic incident. Yet, reading this story may help you out by knowing the emotions of the one who lost their reason for existence and how they'll cope up with that.



Avani POV



"I realised that, maybe forever is just a word which describes memories but not for people."



I sat on the edge of the auto's seat and looked impatiently.



I wanted to laugh at my fate, how stupid I am , I've   been waiting for watching his last few hours on earth.



The cremation ground came .


My legs refused to take a step.

At that second, the only desire I had, was that the earth can swallow me along with him.

I so much wanted to run away, rush into his arms and turn into something which is inseparable.


I got down from the auto.


"Ma'am, money?"

I turned around and he looked at me with great mercy, witnessing my dried tears his eyes grew soft.

I took my purse and picked the money and gave him right away, I wasn't sure if I gave away all the money I was left with or not.

I kept my head low and took baby steps towards the cremation ground.

It reminded me of the day of our wedding, the way I kept my head low out of shyness with my ablaze cheeks
But now with blood shot eyes and knowing that there's no light at the end of the tunnel.





Bala's dad POV


"Don't let her in, no one should allow that bloody piece of shit. If she does dramatic acting, don't think twice, kick her out. Tell her, me the Akash's uncle will slap her on her face and the marks will stay forever!"



"I'll not let Shreyansh know this, you don't tell either."











"I'm...his...Akash's wife...please let me in....I deserve atleast to be...there .."

I pleaded while I was on the ground and their face clearly depicted that they would kill me.


I begged.


I could hear someone saying that Akash...was placed on the pyre.


I got up instantly...and started running towards the gate.



The men stopped me and pushed me away.


Their touch was... inappropriate and my stimuli to that , I was horrified.



I begged again, not once but so many times..




The cruel , emotionless men didn't even let me take a breathe.




I started breathing rapidly and my hands wandered around to look for something to defence myself.


My eyes blurred due to my helplessness.


But I could somehow see some smoke coming from the middle of the ground.


I got up right away and pushed them away to see that.



My body stiffened with that sight, my voice got struck into my mouth, I felt I was in a dilemma, probably a nightmare, where I'm falling from the highest peak in the universe into the deepest corner of the universe.





Unconsciously, I started blubbering and kept my hands on both sides of my cheeks and started continuously slapping myself and collapsed on the ground .


I howled and started hitting my head to the road.

I didn't mind if someone was watching me or not.

I really didn't care if my head broke and even if my blood flows out endlessly.



I realised that neither a thought came to my mind nor I could hear anything.

This Trance was never experienced.

Is this how death feels like?

Maybe.

Wish, I could gently kiss him on his trimmed cheek.

Wish I could hug and get his body's coldness and experience what he's going through.



A sense of suffocation could be experienced in my body, my hands ran towards my neck in anticipation of getting away from this misery.



I shrieked as loud as possible but no one was in a mood of hearing me.


The strong breeze was taking the smoke away which erupted from him. Resembled, how the fatal accident took him far away from me,.to an unknown place which had absolute no direction, no road and no path to reach there, except death.




It was dark like the intentions of people in the surroundings.



My eyes had no tears left, yet they managed to show my agony through flowing down non stop.






I accepted the fact that they burnt one body but it costed two souls to part away for life.















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