Another late night?
I can't seem to sleep.
So you stay up late to write–
It's better than staying up late to think.
Thinking has saved us so many times.
Not this time, I'm afraid.
So many questions–
Not enough time.
What are you so scared of?
I'll show you when it comes.
Is this the end, something we can't predict?
I guess we'll know sooner than later–
Fine, answer like a prick.
Don't come at me just to sulk.
I miss the days where we wouldn't choke.
The days of do or don't?
Survival of the fittest–
That wasn't healthy.
And this is? You're kidding yourself.
It's better than the endless lists.
So entitled to the day after.
I don't have the time to enjoy today, I'll do it tomorrow.
Tomorrow won't always come around.
Don't say that.
You know it's the damned truth.
Shut up.
Hiding from it won't change a thing.
How would you know, you're a version of me.
Because I'm the version that thinks.
What are you trying to say?
The answer's in front of you, what's in your way?
I can't see the other side, not like normal.
Because you're not meant to.
Not meant to?
You shouldn't have to predict the future.
But it's how we're still alive after all these years.
Talking with me shouldn't even be something you do.
And why not?
Because it's not healthy for you!
But you're my friend–
A made up one.
You got me through rough times–
I almost killed you.
You were there to comfort me–
After I tore you down.
Oh would you just stop?
Trying.
You always have something to contradict what I say.
Maybe you're just always wrong.
Wouldn't that make you wrong?
Not exactly.
You don't make sense.
Exactly, now you're getting it.
Am I?
I'm made from the devil's advocate.
You're meant to contradict me–
Finally you're understanding.
A way to see the other side.
A way to survive.
That means...
I can't stay if you want to get better.
But I can't live without you.
You can, just need to learn how to.
So is this goodbye?
Not forever, things don't change in a night.
But until next time–
Let's just leave it at goodnight.
