<Joey's POV>
Shane and I walk upstairs into my bedroom. I hadn't gotten my equipment out yet because I had been getting ready.
"I'm gonna grab my camera and tripod" I say
"Okay I'm going to tweet asking for dares" Shane says sitting down on my bed. I grab my camera from my desk and set up the tripod. Then I grab the lights and plug them in.
"Ready?" I ask
"As ready as I'll ever be" he says laughing. I push record on my camera
"Oi hello there everyone! So today I'm here with Shane!"
"Hey guys!" he says. We film those two videos and after that we go and get some lunch. I suggest Urth Cafe so that's where we end up going. I get a turkey burger and a green juice and Shane gets the same. We talk about anything and everything. Kate, Youtube, Kaitlyn Jenner, and everything else. I always have so much fun with Shane. After lunch Shane drops me off at my house (Because we drove in his car) and he walks me up to the door.
"I wish I could hang longer but I have to get to the studio to start filming another short film. But I really had fun today" he says
"I had a lot of fun too. We need to do this more often" I say
"I know and I'm sorry that we haven't hung out" he says staring into my eyes
"No it's totally fine! I've been busy too with work and... stuff" I say
"So I'll see you soon?" he says nervously
"Of course" I say. Then all of the sudden Shane smashed his lips into mine. I at first am confused but then I start kissing him back. His lips melt into mine like they were made for eachother. But then I remember. Kate. I quickly pull back and go inside without saying goodbye. I breathe heavy as I lean against the door. What have I done?
"Joey is that you?" I hear Kate yell from upstairs
"Yeah" I yell back
"Come up here. I missed you!" she yells
"Okay I'm coming" I yell back. What am I going to tell her?
<Kate's POV>
Joey walks into our room and doesn't even look at me.
"Joey are you okay?" I ask
"Yeah everything's fine why are you okay? There's nothing wrong here" he rambles
"I'm fine... How was hanging out with Shane?" I ask
"It was great. But enough talking about me how are you?" he rambles again
"Joey, is there something that you're not telling me?" I ask
"What? Why would you ask something like that?" he asks sitting down nervously
"Because you're acting really nervous like you're hiding something from me" I say "If you don't tell me, then I guess I'll just have to sleep in my old room until you tell me"
"Okay fine. When Shane dropped me off after lunch he walked me up to the door and then he kissed me" he says letting out a big breath of air like a ton of bricks got lifted off his chest
"Shane kissed you?" I ask
"Yes and I'm so sorry" he says. I just sit in shock, not saying a word. "Kate?" he asks. I get up and go to my old room and lock the door. I slide down the door and sit on the floor with my head in my knees. I start sobbing. Joey comes and asks me to open the door but I don't. I cry for about an hour and Joey asks me every few minutes if he can come in. I feel like my heart is ripped in two. How could Joey do this to me? He must have liked it because he was so nervous about telling me. I can't face him, I can't talk to him. Then I think of something I have never done before but I had heard of people doing before. Cutting. Joey always says to never do it, but now I'm curious. People cut because it gets their mind off of the pain they're in. There's only one way to find out. I walk into the bathroom (Because my room is the master bedroom) and I look in the shower for my razor. I grab it and take the razor part off. I pop one of the razors out and I hold it close to my arm. I drag it across my arm, flinching at the pain. I realize, it does work. I drag the razor across my arm making five cuts. I wash the blood off my arm and put a big band-aid on it. I hide the razor in my cabinet and change into my pajama's making sure that my wound wasn't visible. I open the door and Joey hugs me for a while.
"Kate I am so sorry I promise it will never happen again. I love you so much" he says
"It's fine. I'm over it, I love you too" I say kissing him. We lay down in bed together and watch netflix. I slowly fall asleep cuddled right next to Joey.
<End>
Hey guys! I hope you liked this chapter! I tried to make it longer because I haven't really been making the chapters very long. Also! I more than likely won't be updating until this weekend because I have camp all day everyday this week and I have softball every night this week. I'm so sorry!!!!! But I promise I will update as soon as I can! I love you all!!!!!
~cecemaree
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