Too Human - Forbidden book 1

Chapter Fourteen - Violet

Chapter Fourteen

Violet

Jager parked the car in the garage and he moved so fast he was a blur to open my door for me, very gentlemen like; I would have smiled if I weren’t so angry with myself. I knew trying to run for it tonight would have been a stupid idea because he was faster than me, and did give it some thought while we were out. I just couldn’t stop thinking about how reckless I was at the club. I hated being here, hated him for keeping me here, but when it came down to it the only thing I had to hate about this place so far was that he took me away from my promise to Dustin. How could I be there for my brother if I couldn’t save myself? Did I still want to save myself? This was my third week here and Jager hadn’t touched me without my permission, had said he never would. I couldn’t help but wonder if I wasn’t really here to be his bed toy but his friend. He didn’t want me calling him master, he wouldn’t touch me, he said he’d kill Lidia if she hurt me again, I didn’t have to do anything I didn’t want but to stay here.

I found my own way to the kitchen when he said he needed to get back to work. I knew he wanted to say more, but I doubt the expression on my face was friendly and he decided not to. I grabbed my water bottle from the fridge, the same blue one I’d been drinking from since I got here and took a swig. I walked back to our room and collapsed on our bed. It was funny how I’d already started calling it our. I’d liked being out with Jager tonight. We mightn’t have spoken much but the silence was comfortable and I’d never been a big talker. I’d wanted to know about his family, I wanted to know about him. If I didn’t like him the way I said, I wouldn’t be interested in his past. I shook myself, gulping water. Could I stay here if it weren’t for Dustin? I didn’t know. But it wasn’t a straight out no and that’s what really bothered me. I got up and pulled one of Jager’s shirts out of his draws and put it on to sleep in. I climbed into bed and turned the light off. I wasn’t ready to go to sleep but I had a lot of thinking to do.