All I wanted

Chapter 11

Warning!!!
Sex

Two days have passed since the virus and everyone is feeling much better, the virus was only short-lived. We're still waiting for revenge from the grounders. I stand on a hill outside the gate and keep an eye out. "Anything?" My eyes look at Bellamy, who is suddenly standing next to me. I shake my head. "Its been two days. Maybe the bomb at the bridge scared them off for good." "You believe that?" "No. There coming."

A brief silence before he makes his way back downstairs and I follow him. "Jasper thinks he can cook up more gunpowder. If he gets some sulphur. And Raven says she can turn that into landmines. So, uh, be careful where you step." I have to giggle a little. "Funny." "What I really need is a thousand of her tin bombs so I can roll into their village and blow those Grounders to hell." Fear forms on my face and perhaps a little astonishment that he is prepared to do such a thing.

"Thats what they want to do with us." "Can't believe we survived a hundred years just so we could slaughter each other. There has to be another way." "Any word from the Ark?" "Radio silence." "They finally ran out if air." "Maybe my dad was lucky... being on the Exodus ship. At least it was quick." My head is filling up with negative thoughts again and it still hurts that I can't see my dad again. Never being able to see my grandmother again.

"No one's coming down to save us."

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I'm helping Jasper build more ammunition when the screams from the others send us running out of our tent. A fire. Our meat house is on fire.

"This is all your fault! We told you it was too much wood!" Murphy runs towards Gel who, together with Octavia and Murphy, takes care of the meat. "Get away form me." The two immediately start to fight, but Bellamy intervenes and pulls them apart. "Stop! Save that for the Grounders."

"Bell, biw what the hell are we gonna do? That was all the food." I look at Octavia and she's right. We have no more food because it was all in there.

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After spending the whole day in the forest with two others, hunting and gathering food, I finally return to camp. The boy I was hunting with leans against my ear and whispers something before disappearing with a grin. I roll my eyes and spot Bellamy standing in the centre of the camp, not exactly looking at me kindly. He turns round and walks into his tent.

I don't understand what's going on, even though Bellamy is rarely in a good mood, I've never seen that look on his face before. Something inside me makes me follow him into the tent, which I do. Ducking down, I enter his tent, which is a lot bigger than the others. He looks at me, confused. "What do you want?" "What's the matter Bellamy?" "Go outside." "Bellamy what have I done?" He takes a step closer and says nothing. "What have I done?"

When he doesn't say anything again, I get fed up and want to run out of his tent when he holds me back by my wrist. He turns me round to face him and we are now so close that my heart starts to beat faster. "What have I done Bellamy Blake?" "You were in the woods with him." I don't understand what he means. "What? We hunted together, what's wrong with that?" "You dont get it, do you?!" Now I'm even more confused. He grabs my chin and lifts it up so that I can look him straight in the eye. "You're driving me crazy! Don't you realise that?"

"You're jealous?..." "Oh god you don't know how much." His hands move slowly along my body and everything inside me starts to burn. He's jealous? I guess it wasn't just a kiss after all. "Don't ever talk to him again!" He starts kissing my neck, making me gasp. "Got it?!" "Mhm." I can barely speak as his hands on my body make me feel so confused and good at the same time. A soft moan leaves my lips as he bites into my neck and kisses all over my throat.