The Choice Bonjovi|| Engl.

Chapter VIII•imagining

June often happened to imagine a parallel life in which she could be Jon's girlfriend, he had liked her so much that when this happened to him he would laugh alone in a room, thinking that it would never happen..

Needless to say, the "I can't fall in love with him" rule also applied for three simple reasons, namely the first that she was the manager's daughter and the second that Jon was her boss..

But the problem was that she saw him every single day, and it was obvious to everyone that she was completely lost in that now thirty-year-old man, handsome as the sun...

And it had been days since the tour officially began that she had done nothing but dreamily look at a different world, where she wasn't the daughter of...
And it was agony to think of perhaps being able to call him such, but not being able to do so, because the world would have taken it badly, at the mere mention of a relationship with the "manager's daughter"..

It was heartbreaking for her to see him and it was equally heartbreaking to see girls and women hanging around him and not being able to do anything to stop it..
Then as if that wasn't enough, Jon had recently come out of a relationship of years, if she had tried, she would certainly have been treated as the replacement for...
And it was not acceptable..

Just as it wasn't acceptable to love him, but not be able to say it, he didn't know it and she would never have told him..

That's what hurt her the most, not being able to say it and risking self-destruction with the associated friend zone, or rather she was already in the friend zone, and she would never leave it..

Chanel, her friend and colleague, knew the eternal agony that June was experiencing and she too did not find it acceptable that her friend could not speak just for those two reasons as stupid as those..

Many times they found themselves arguing over different thoughts and even...

- June, these rules aren't written anywhere, it wasn't written in the contract that you couldn't fall in love with one of the band - Chanel said to June, trying to get her back on track.

- Chanel just because it went well for you doesn't mean it will be the same for me - said June alluding to the fact that Chanel and Richie were dating without the whole office knowing

- this thing of being the daughter of isn't leading you to anything, in fact you are exhausting yourself in creating multiverses where this problem clearly doesn't exist, and then I really don't find this great difficulty - said Chanel

- the tabloids here's the problem, I don't want them to talk about me and put me in a bad light, falling in love with him, and then he just got out of a relationship..
I would just be a replacement for the rest of the world and I don't want that,” June said

- but by doing so you preclude yourself from being happy, and even if that were the case, you don't have to get married tomorrow, you usually get to know each other first and then you see what you have to do..
Knowledge darling knowledge is the right word - said Chanel

- Chane, you know how much I'm still suffering for this person, I don't want to put myself in the middle of this suffering - said June

- my dear June, but sooner or later he will stop suffering, so you won't be taken as the replacement and then the tabloids don't necessarily have to know, in fact they didn't even know that he was engaged or that he had broken up, which then they don't know they still know today - Chanel told her friend

- it's too complicated - said June..

Yes, for her this situation was complicated right from the start and sometimes she even cursed herself for having fallen in love with Jon, she never wanted to get to this point..

- no dear, you're the one complicating it when in theory it would be of no use - said Chanel

"A few too many things aren't needed right now," said June

- oh no June you can't give up on love and you know it - said Chanel

- but of him - had asked poor June, now overcome by despair

- eh you can't rule the heart, you should know that - said Chanel

- I realized it - said June