The Choice Bonjovi|| Engl.

Chapter XVIII•nothing rational

She had been thinking for days about how to separate the now new couple and she certainly knew well that her best friend, Chanel, would make sure that something like this could never happen..

She had never believed it possible that her best friend would go against her, knowing how much she actually loved Jon.
Yet it had happened, she was alone in this battle..

And there wasn't a day that she didn't watch, Jon's happiness, his desire to talk about that cursed Ariadne, yes because that girl was cursed for her..
He had taken Jon away from her, knowing that he had never been hers..

His jealousy blinded even the most lucid thoughts of an almost rational mind, but now nothing in that story was rational..

What rationality could there be in a person who wanted to take away another's happiness?

Exactly nothing, there was nothing rational, but there was only something petty, something evil...

But if on the one hand there was June's now sick mind blinded by jealousy, on the other there was a Jon about to live together...

And yes because he and his sweet Arianna had decided that it was the right time to try to build something else...
Something more concrete and that could last..

Nobody knew except Richie, who was his best friend, not even the press knew..
But Jon was like that, discreet, and never flaunted what his life outside the band entailed, certainly humanitarian causes were under the spotlight as was right..
However, private life was not negotiable and never would be.

And June had heard it..
It was heard that Jon would soon be moving in with a girl who wasn't her..
It wasn't right, it seemed to her that they were rushing too much..

Everything too fast, how was it possible?!
He didn't know it, but it shouldn't have happened, in his mind it shouldn't have happened..

And Chanel looked at her friend worriedly, she didn't know what was happening to her, even if she could only imagine..
And this crazy behavior she was taking didn't seem right to her...
She knew well that it would never benefit her, or rather it wouldn't benefit anyone..

He knew well how badly this story could end for both of them and he absolutely had to prevent anyone from getting out unscathed..

- June you seem crazy but you see yourself - Chanel told her, seeing the madness in her friend's eyes

- I'm not crazy - said June replying to Chanel

- no... you're thinking like a jealous madwoman, which guy isn't hers. "Come to your senses, June, please," said Richie's wife

- I don't think it's right that they should move in together, it seems too soon - said the now jealous friend

- June really?!
They love each other, they are happy and it is normal that they want to build something lasting, Richie and I did the same thing and you know it - said Chanel

- I don't think it's right that they should move in together, it seems too soon - said the now jealous friend

- June really?!
They love each other, they are happy and it is normal that they want to build something lasting, Richie and I did the same thing and you know it - said Chanel

Yes Chanel and the guitarist had done the same thing as Jon and Arianna..
They had always said that if there is love everything can be done, even the craziest and stupidest things..

- Jon is not Richie, Chanel, those two are not the same, not even a little - said June

- but he is in love and for love you do the stupidest and craziest things in this world..
Make him live this fairy tale, even if it doesn't include you - said Chanel

Yes June, she had to understand that she was not part of that fairy tale that Jon was creating for himself with extreme difficulty..
Also because Jon was having the courage to create a life for himself, sending the past story to hell..

- here's the thing, I'm not here - said June

- and you won't have to be there, you also know about the possibilities you had and which you didn't take advantage of, now let me be happy without you - said Chanel

-It's too early,- said June

- not for them, try to understand that it's not about you but about them, you're not in the couple, you're not with Jon, put your soul at rest - said Chantal

She couldn't stand saying the same thing anymore and, after all, playing the jukebox with the same song had never pleased her...

How he hoped June would understand him..