[18+ Yandere Meowscarada x Reader] I'll Make Them All Disappear!

Upcoming Part | Eternal Masquerade

When a liar's mask falls from their face, it falls hard. They can try all they wish to replace it upon their features, but nothing will conceal that forever fabricated lie ever again.

Not when the liar has worn her mask all her life.

I know...

I'm not just one person.

But how could I ever tell Master that? How could I ever let him see that monster inside my body? She speaks to me every night. She shows me our memories—

No. They're not ours. All of those memories, both wonderful and horrific at once, they belong to her.

I don't have memories like that.

I can't even remember where I came from.

And now I'm writing in this stupid diary again like one of those gatekeeping human girls...

There's no better option. I don't want to scare Master too badly. If he ever sees what's under my skin, he might disown me. He might throw me away. He'll call me a mockery of life and discard me.

Because it's true — that's all I am; a mockery.

I am a false vessel of life.

Neither dead nor alive.

She is the only one who is alive. She understands life more than I do. She tells me to be happy, to be glad I am "alive" in one way or another, but I'm not...

I'm made of crystals, for Arceus' sake. My blood is fake. My muscles aren't real. I can't even imagine what kind of brain I have.

Maybe it's made of crystal, too.

I'm losing my grip on myself. And she tries to take over our body more often now. She has no real ill will or malicious intent, I know, but I'm still scared. If Master sees me for what I really am...

I wonder.

Will he still love me?

...

Oh, and...

Dear diary —

I've got blood on my paws.