Love Me Again {Book 2}✓

Chapter 18

Sana's POV

I heard the fireworks go off. People shouting 'Happy New Year'. The girls cheering and laughing.

And our lips connected.

It was a soft and slow kiss. The feeling of Tzuyu's lips against mine was what I've been wanting all this time. What I've been needing. I should feel nothing. It was just a dare. Yet I felt so many things. Tzuyu and I used to be a spark. Tonight, we felt like a flame, like a wild forest fire. And I chose to give myself to that flame, to that fire, to throw myself into it, into Tzuyu. I chose to let myself burn.

Tzuyu slowly pulled back. I wasn't ready yet. I never was. I wanted to feel her lips again, and I did. I wrapped my hands around her nape and pulled her in for a kiss I've never thought I've shared with anyone. Our lips crashed together and I felt as if the world around me was crashing as well. I wanted this. I wanted her.

Tzuyu pulled my waist closer to her. She wanted it too.

I sat on her lap without breaking the kiss which was now characterized by passion and lust. And for Tzuyu it felt like more. I could understand it as she wrapped her hands around me, holding me with the type of intensity that only happens when a person wants something that isn't quite theirs.

Sadly, we both ran out of breath. Tzuyu pulled back, panting heavily and still holding me with the same intensity as before. Not wanting to let me go. I rested my forehead on her own, without bothering to look away. Fuck New Year, I didn't even care. Tzuyu and I was all I cared about right now, as I closed my eyes and decided to take in the warmth our bodies emitted towards each other.

Tzuyu's long fingers were drawing circles in my back as we sat there for a while. Breathing in and out slowly. Not paying attention to anything else. Suddenly, the tall girl pulled me in a hug. A tight one.

"Sana..." she whispered "Please reme-"

"Woah, what happened here!?" Dahyun exclaimed, making Tzuyu and I come to our senses and realize we were not alone. Tzuyu jumped up, resulting to me falling flat on my back.

"Jeez, ouch! You could be more discreet Dahyun." I commented as I rubbed my back and got up, until I felt a warm hand wrap itself around my waist. I looked at Tzuyu next to me. She smirked and whispered something to my ear that made me blush like crazy before planting a gentle peck on my temple.

"I'll drive you home tonight."

A peck so gentle, a peck full of care. Full of love. I thought Tzuyu hadn't loved anyone other than that girl Jimin told me about.

But maybe I was just a fling. Maybe to her, this was just a game. Ugh, I just kissed her, I shouldn't be having this kind of thoughts. And the way Tzuyu kissed me back seemed to confirm that I was wrong.

I decided to think what happened after the kiss. I surely didn't want Tzuyu to pull back but it never felt like she did. The way she was holding me close to her made me feel that she could hold me like that forever.

Then I remembered the thing she whispered to me. Her tone was almost as if she was begging me. Sana... Please reme-... I wonder what she could have meant. It could be remember but what could she possibly want me to remember? I haven't forgotten any of our moments together. Not when she helped me out of the pool, not the time at the rooftop, not the day at the amusement park. I don't think I could ever forget them, I could never forget anything I've done with Tzuyu, even if I wanted to.

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"You know, you didn't have to drive me back. Momo's house is close to mine." I told Tzuyu as she was walking me back to the mansion.

"I know. I wanted to drive you back."  she replied with a wide smile. I've never felt so hot on a winter night, yet, there I was. Even though the sun was almost up now since we spent quite a lot of time on the rooftop, there was still this sweet winter chill in the air. The sky was colored a wonderful shade of red fading to orange. Everything felt so nice and being with Tzuyu made it feel even nicer.

Shortly we were outside my house. The lights were off since my parents were probably sleeping at this time. Tzuyu and I stopped just in front of the door but I didn't move away from her. I kept my arm tangled around her own. Tzuyu chuckled.

"You should go inside."

I quickly removed my arm flustered and slightly embarrassed. "Sorry."  I mumbled. Suddenly, I was pinned against the door of my house with a small thud and Tzuyu's hands trapping me between her and the door.

"Why are you so cute?" she breathed against my mouth before I wrapped my hands around her neck and planted a kiss on her lips.

"I don't know." I whispered when our lips parted, only to be connected again with passion. Tzuyu pressed her body on mine, her hands now gripping on my waist. The heat we were both radiating was overflowing, I suddenly felt like taking my hoodie off. Our bodies were on fire. A fire Tzuyu and I created. Our fire.

I've never felt like this before. I've never wanted anyone else so much before.

Tzuyu pulled away from the kiss, breathing heavily. "You- really should go."

I pecked her lips. "Do I?"

She chuckled and started trailing soft kisses from my cheek, to my jaw, to my neck. I let myself into the feeling of Tzuyu's soft lips against my skin, gasping when she sucked at a spot. I ran a hand over that spot on my neck.

"You're mine now." she whispered with a grin and removed her hands from my waist. I smiled, trying to hide my blushing cheeks.

And I knew it. I didn't deny it. I couldn't deny it.

"I'm all yours."

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Tzuyu's POV

This seemed wrong. This was wrong. Sana hasn't remembered me yet. I shouldn't be acting like that around her but I always end up doing so. I end up caring for her more than I've ever cared for anyone, I end up kissing her with all the longing, all that I've held back for two years. These two years that I tried to convince myself that she was better off without me. That I was better off without her. I can't believe how stupid I've been.

For two years, I've tried to erase everything I've felt for her. I thought I had actually managed to do that. I knew I was wrong when she appeared in front of me that day, looking as beautiful as always and happier than ever. Everything, all the things I thought I had buried on the very back of my mind, came back to the surface, as if they never stopped existing. Because they never did.

Yes. This surely seems wrong. And it definitely is wrong.

But it feels more right than anything.

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A/N:

Yep, I'm back with a double update!
From now on, I'll be updating more often, like before👍
Thank you guys for waiting ❤️