Mu Qing
Sweat was rolling down both our bodies as he pounded into me hard and fast. His brown hair was stuck to his body while mine was stuck to mine and sprawled underneath me. "Fuck baby". I moaned tilting my head back. He grunted before leaning down and sucking on the side of my neck.
"Aaahhh"! "Your beautiful Ging, so so beautiful". "Feng Xin". I gripped the back of his hair. His thrusts were strong as he held me in his arms. "Please don't stop ". I moaned softly. He pulled away from me, placed one of my legs over his shoulders, and started thrusting harder.
"Daddy"! "Just like that, keep screaming like that for me". "Oohh fuuck". "Ugh, you feel so good around me". I slowly opened my eyes to look into his. They were filled with nothing but love for me. His gaze filled me with so much warmth, it was a complete contrast to the fake look of hatred he gives me when we're in public or around his highness.
These moments are what I loved the most and lived for. In these moments it could just be the two of us and we could be happy. "Say it". "I love you. I love you so much, Feng Xin". "I love you too Mu Qing". I lifted myself up and held onto him tight as I came moaning his name. A few seconds later he came in me and laid us both down as we panted together in each other's arms.
"How are you feeling Qing". He asked softly as we laid in bed together, our legs interlocked with him gently stroking my arm. "Good. You take such good care of me afterwards that I can't help but feel at peace". I said smiling with my eyes closed.
"All I want to do is take care of you. You are so good to both Cuo Cuo and me". Cuo Cuo was his ghost child who died while he was in his mother's whom. Feng Xin didn't know she was pregnant at the time but does get to spend time caring for him.
I opened my eyes looking at him lovingly. "The two of you are my family, there's nothing I wouldn't do for either of you". He gently cupped my cheek and I relaxed more into his warmth. "There's nothing I couldn't do for either of you as well. You have my heart Qing". "And you have mine Xin. Every part of me is yours to do with as you please".
"Love you. All I want to do is love you". I smiled more. His hand slowly made its way down my arm and stopped at my wrist which was bandaged. "Are you cutting again my love"? He asked softly. I looked away. The words I wanted to say were caught in my throat unable to come out.
I have cut in the past both Feng Xin and Xie Lian know that but that's not the reason my wrist was bandaged right now. It was bandaged for a completely different reason. A reason I couldn't tell him because if I did he would end up hurt because of it.
"I'm sorry". I whispered looking away. He held me close to him gently rubbing my back. "You don't have to apologize to me for that. Can you tell me why it happened this time"?
"Old memories of my mom and the villagers in Xianle". He kissed my head. "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you back then". "It's not your fault, I was being distant with you back then as well".
"All that matters right now is that we've found our way to each other and are safely in the other's arms". I nodded. "I love you so much, Feng Xin". I whispered. "I love you too Mu Qing, more than you'll ever know. If it's not you then it's no one". I rose a little hiding my head in the crook of his neck.
You just gave me more reason on why I have to keep this a secret from you
"It's not infected is it"? "No, I made sure to disinfect and clean them right after". "Good but the next time it happens please call for me". "I will. I promise I will".
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My Ghost King
FanfictionFor years Feng Xin and Mu Qing have been in a secret relationship with each other out of fear of being caught by the emperor. In public they pretend to hate each other but in private they can't be apart. What happens when Feng Xin is sent on a sol...