( Felix) A member of STRAY KIDS and a kpop idol who has had three abortions altogether for his director just because of a secret he wouldn't want to be exposed.
Later again, he finds out he's carrying but this time he can't have an abortion because...
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Felix POV:
I pulled up outside the familiar manse and for the past 3 minutes now, I've been hitting my forehead repeatedly on my car's steering wheel--- which was supposedly a way for me to calm my nerves down. A way that wasn't working to be honest.
I stopped for a minute, lifted my head and wiped my face with the back of my sleeves because for some unknown reasons I'm sweating rapidly even though the car's AC was working perfectly well. I'm low-key freaking out...I mean why wouldn't I?
I don't know why I suddenly had an idea of going to see my baby's daddy, decided to drive to his house and here I am now.
Outside his fucking gate.
*Sighs deeply*
I can't help but ask myself why I'm here again....? I don't know why I'm here for real 🙄🙄 . . . . . . .
Maybe a part of me yearns to see him or maybe it's because I wanted to put a stop to whatever we had going on.
Between me and him.
I just want to put an end to everything ( negative) in my life. I can't do this any longer. I just can't.
I can't keep fucking with hyunjin and doing the same with hongjoong. At least I can proudly say hongjoong is my boyfriend and there's really nothing wrong doing some sexual stuffs with him, but when it comes to hyunjin it's different. I can't say the same--- no in fact I can't say anything for him because I don't know what we are. All I remember and know is we FUCK! No labels added to it.
I just want to clear things up, I don't want hyunjin having any wrong ideas or theories that I like him or something___ no! I mean if you'd ask me practically speaking I think I might actually have a tiny-itspy-bitsy feelings for him but personally I don't know if I like him the way I think I like him. If it makes any sense at all.
After everything he has put me through, I don't think I can easily forgive him don't even get me started with the forgetting part.
Out of a scale of (10) I'd give hyunjin (6) and hongjoong (8).
*Groans*
My head is quite fucked up today.
I glanced up at the mansion in front of me.........
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