Chapter 5

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I don't want to get married

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I don't want to get married.
Yes I love Devin but still I don't want to get married to him. I would get hurt every day.

It's already hard for me to cope up. What will happen when we would have to live under the same roof.

With all these thoughts, I try to sleep.
But everything that happened at dinner was too much.

For one year.
He will hate me even more now.

Somehow I fall asleep.

The next day went by and the next and the next.

Every day felt the same till june ended.

There was no arguing anymore. We both had no choice but to get married.
Just for one year.

So we both just shut our mouths and just kept quiet. But on the inside we both were burning in fire.

Today mom and aunt take me to choose the wedding dress.

Dad and Uncle has said that the wedding will be lavish and luxurious.

They show me alot of dresses but I don't feel any excitement. Nothing.

Finally I just pick the dress that's simple. It's sleeveless, and the fabric has simple delicate sparkly work, that's elegant and just how I like it.

Days went by and we didn't see each other.

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The wedding day arrived and I was a nervous wreck. My palms were sweating and my legs were shaking.

The makeup artist and the hairstylist did their best.

The wedding was held on a farm house. It was a big mansion actually. With a big garden.

My mom put the veil and her eyes were teary, "you look beautiful, you remind me of the time when I was in your place and I was so nervous but trust me everything's going to be fine"

I smiled at her.
she's doing her best. I knew that.

I got up and hugged her tightly.

She squeezed my hands and we went downstairs.
Where dad was waiting. He looked so happy when he saw me.

That made me smile more, at least my parents were happy.

I hugged him too and he took my arm and we went outside.
I walked down the aisle.

And I've dreamed about it. But it's nothing like that.
At least not for me and him. We both don't want this.

I see him standing there, his hands in his pockets.
He doesn't want to be here. Neither do I.

Well wedding happened anyway.

We got married.

I'm sitting in this room now. This is the room that I got. And the room besides this is Devin's room.

I don't know what I'm doing.
It's nighttime and getting out of that dress, removing makeup and washing my hair was a headache.

I'm trying to sleep but unable to.
I think I'm alone in this house.

Devin left after dropping me here.
I hear the clock ticking.

I'm hungry, I go downstairs to eat something.

And I was right. I am alone in this house.

Whatever. I'm going to eat and then sleep peacefully.
(hopefully).

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