baby grey

That does not look comfortable.

"Good evening Mr nelson, I'm Dr bailey, this is DR Wilson, this is Dr grey and this is Dr shepherd," bailey says introducing us all.
"What is this," I say looking at what is on his TV.
"Umm, naughty nurses 4," his wife says and we all tilt our heads.
"That does not look comfortable," Jo says look at the scene on the TV.
"Trust me It's not," I say without thinking about what I'm saying and getting looks from everyone.
"Right, Mr nelson, we have got one of our best general surgeons, our head of neuro and our best attending here for you surgery today, Mr nelson is have a brain tumour removed and having part of a liver resection," bailey says handing the case over to us.

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"What did you mean when you said it's not comfortable how an earth would you know," Jo and Amelia both say.
"It's not comfortable, I'm not a child anymore and it's none of your business," I say leaving them with their mouths slightly open in shock.

I've spent over an hour looking at this guys scans we can't resect his liver it's covered in tumors he needs a transplant. And I got a text from Maya saying she has to cancel on me again.

"You alright," Jo says joining me in the room im in.
"Oh yeh I'm great," I say sarcastically.
"You sure, you don't look happy," she says putting her hand on my shoulder.
"You know not everyone has to be happy all the time, that's not mental health, that's crap," I say looking at the man's scans again trying to work out a solution.
"I know, I'm not happy and shiny either, being happy and shiny is over rated," Jo says fiddling with a pen.
"Maya cancelled on me again," I say still stuck on this man's scans.
"Lily, don't let what she wants eclipse what you need she is very dreamy but she isn't the sun, you are, go shine your light," Jo says being my hype man as always.
"Robbins," I say seeing Arizona across the hall," thank you Jo," I say going to see Arizona.
"You alright baby Grey, " she says putting her arm over my shoulder like we used to when I was younger.
"I'm good Robbins how are you," I say my arm around her waist as we walk, she was one of the people that helped me through Lexies death. I will be forever greatful for her.
"Pretty good kiddo, now what's this I hear about you saying something about nasty naughty nurses 4 and a position not being comfortable, how an earth would you know about that you are a child, and who," she says laughing,
"Umm, I don't know what you are on about and I'm 21, I'm not as innocent as you think," I say," and for who, who do you think," I say laughing slightly.
"Ah Maya, of course how Is she after the accident," she asks as we walk past Mr Nelson's room who has just coded, I'll tell you in a sec I say starting compressions.
"No," I say as we lose the rhythm, " time of death 12:14," I say Walking out of the room seeing Arizona stood there waiting for me. She hugs me and I sigh into her shoulder.
"Maya cancelled our date and she's fine I think haven't seen her this week," I say slightly annoyed and kinda sad.
"Your going to be fine ok you always come through the other side, I'm sorry about your patient Lil's," she says as we find our way out to a park bench outside the hospital.
"Today is not going to plan is it," I say as we sit.
"No it's not," she says quietly," move in with me lily, I need a roommate and well your one of my favourite people here, so move in with me," she says smiling.
"You sure," I ask my eyes lighting up about possibly living with one of my best friends.
"Of course, it will be nice to have someone around since Calli and Sofia are in new York," she says hugging me tightly.
"Thank you, thank you for bringing some light into my day doctor sunshine," I say bringing back her nickbame from when she first joined the hospital.

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I decided to go to the station to see Maya and tell her I was moving out of Merediths, Amelia's and Maggie's house.
"Hi, my love," I say pulling her into my by her waist from behind and kissing her neck gently.
"Hello," she says turning around to face me and moving her head to allow for more access.
"I know you had to cancel our date so I came to say have a good day and I love you, also I'm moving in with Arizona," I blurt out in the heat of the moment.
"And the moment is gone, thank you darling," she says kissing me before sitting at her desk," see you later then," she says dismissing me.

Jo's POV

Lily seems different recently I'm glad she talking to Arizona and smiling but she seems depressed again, I hope not.
" Arizona, what's going on with lily," I ask her as I look at the old scans of the man that was just pronounced dead by lily," she's different."
"She is just struggling with Maya standing her up for dates, but your right she is different, when I first met her she was just a kid, I mean me and Lexie took her to get her ears pierced, she was so sweet and funny and was genuinely happy, I mean I used to do her hair before surgeries and I taught her about birth control because Lexie and Meredith weren't around at that time, now's that lily grey is gone and I want her back I want the girl that grew up beside me, I miss the old lily grey,I wish you met that lily, Jo, you would've loved that person," Arizona says smiling remembering the person lily used to be.
"I hope shes ok Arizona," I say going to see my patients.

Lily's pov

I haven't been back to work yet, I'm back at Eliot bay, where I last saw rider, the last time I was here I was about to leave everything and disappear. It's still calming to be here now. Calm yourself before calming the storm.

AN, sorry this is a bit shit, but it's the best my head could come up with right now