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~ALYSSA'S POV~



"Who the hell invited him?" My best friend Leah slurred pushed up against me. This girl has religiously not drank since she's had her first baby, three years ago. She's freaking drunk out of her mind.

"Who?" I asked turning around, still holding her waist and I see him. 

"Jason?" Jael snarled and started to walk but Mikey quickly swifted in and pulled him back, I gave him a smile. "Bro. what the hell?"

"Bro. it's my girls release party, I highly doubt she wants a big thing to start just let it go. There's probably a reason he is here. Im sure it was her manager and you know how messy he can get sometimes. Its just good publicity." Mikey stated, calming Jael within seconds of that comment.

Wow. He's good. Glad im marrying this man. 

Truly, its not a bother that Jason is here. It's the fact that I know he will get a lot of attention from this as well, and im sure that is the only reason he is still standing here. 

"Hey," Jason said coming up to me and side hugged me. "How are you Leah?"

"Fuck off Jason." Leah burped in his face, gave him the middle finger and walked off to go find Jael and Mikey.

"She clearly missed me." He let out a chuckle and pushed his hair back some, smiling slightly, his eyes glanced at my outfit and in the small yet felt bright lights that hit his brown eyes I seen..Sadness? 

"Yeah. probably." I managed to let out after about 2 minutes of pure awkward silence. What do I say to someone who wants to ruin my career? Who also happens to be my ex and my baby daddy?

"I am assuming you don't know im here?" He said following me as I tried to get away from this shit conversation but not to make it obvious. 

"Why would I invite you?" I laughed, sitting down in a chair that was still in the party but far enough away from people that noone could see us unless they walked back here. 

"Ouch." He said gulping some of his beer down, "Listen-"

"Don't." I let out a breathy laugh, "I know why you did it. Its the fact that you think its okay to do that to not only a friend but the mother of your child. Forget the music, all the fame and whatever the hell else! What kind of example are you setting for our son?" 

"I know." He admitted rather quicker than I anticipated but it was too late for me to stop now. I need to let this all out. 

"I just don't know how you can do this and then try to come to MY album release party so this all at the end of the day could be made about you. I worked my ass off in this damn industry since I was 12 years old and I still have never sold out any of the people I cared about. I love you for 6 god damn years Jase! I gave you everything. No matter how awful you treated me, I never thought youd actually make up rumors about me. Then to not even text me knowing I would find out. That is just so selfish!" I scolded out my throat getting sore from talking so much. 

"My intentions were never to hurt you, Lys. Never." He said running his hand downs his face, "I didn't mean for this to get this far. You know how management can be and how manipulated you can be. I tried but this is what had to be done."

I laughed and threw my drink in his face, "Have fun listening to my songs."

I shook my head in disbelief and tried to find one of my friends.

"Babe!" Mikey said coming up to me and grabbed my face into his hands, "You okay my love?"

"Everything is great." I smiled kissing him on the lips. "I need to go perform one song now. Which one do you think?"

"You know my favorite." He smiled slapping my butt and pushed me towards the main part of the party.

I grabbed a stool and the music stopped playing.

"This song is by far one of the most liked by my friends and family so I will be singing 'Don't wanna break up again' for y'all tonight." I said into the mic and looked at the d-jay. 


"Mm

I fall asleep cryin'
You turn up the TV
You don't wanna hear me
One more sleepless night
Big day in the morning
So, I take my time to self-soothe
I'm too much for you
So I really gotta do
The thing I don't wanna do
No, I don't, don't, don't, don't
I don't wanna fuck with your head
It's breakin' my heart
To keep breakin' yours again (yours again, yours again, yours again)
This situationship has to end
But I just can't refuse
I don't wanna break up again (up again, up again, up again), baby
I made it so easy
Spent so much on therapy
Blamed my own codependency
But you didn't even try
When you finally did, it was at the wrong time
Won't abandon me again for you and I
I'm too much for you (I)
So I really gotta do
The thing I don't wanna do
No, I don't, don't, don't, don't
I don't wanna fuck with your head
It's breakin' my heart (breakin' my heart)
To keep breakin' yours again (yours again, yours again, yours again)
This situationship has to end
But I just can't refuse
I don't wanna break up again (up again, up again, up again)
We both know it's time
So we say goodbye
Just one kiss goodbye
With tears in our eyes
Hope you won't, won't regret me
Hope you'll still think fondly of our little life
I don't wanna fuck with your head
It's breakin' my heart (breakin' my heart)
To keep breakin' yours again (yours again, yours again, yours again)
This situationship has to end
But I just can't refuse
I don't wanna break up again (up again, up again, up again), baby
I don't wanna, baby
Situationship has to end (know it has to end)
Just can't refuse."
  I sang softly and a tear fell from my eye as I unthinking looked for Jason. I found him by the bathroom and he couldn't even meet my eye.


"THATS MY WIFEEEE!" I heard Mikey shout and that brought me back to reality. He ran up to me and grabbed me so tight. "You are so amazing."


AlyssaCole: forever my hype man

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AlyssaCole: forever my hype man. #eternalsunshine


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Small little chapter because I have something big planned for the next one!

Enjoy guys!

Sincerely, Alyssa(:

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